Wrong Thug Wrong Love

Question's seeking Answer's:Part 1

She ended it because he never valued communication and her feeling's were neglected.Trust became a issue because she was lied to and disrespected,ontop of that her heart was shredded,shredded into tiny pieces that you left for her too pickup by herself not knowing because of you the pieces would never be whole.

Jealousy was at the for-front of the relationship and it became a habit because other girl's was alway's getting his attention,But she not to blame because he couldn't be a man and take care of his responsibilities.

She remember the night you looked into her eyes and called her beautiful her world for once felt so much better because it came from you,she was use to being called fine,sexy,or cute but only for them to get into her pant's but nobody called her that word beautiful but her daddy.

But you didn't know that right? I know because you never bothered to ask, See you was looking at her body but never once her soul,them scar's that littered her body showed she was strong despite all her trial's.

But yet you still didn't see them,but you touched her body,made her feel you,touch you,she inhaled your scent,you made it known that your presence was there.Little do you know your soul's were intertwine connected into 1 flesh.

Her grandmother told her before "when you connect with someone you take they energy with you,you become one body with them,but be careful baby because once you give that part of you away you can never get it back",But she didn't care hell,She thought she was ready.

But this game you was playing you won,you gained that piece of her.Them hand's that once held her,wiped her tear's,and comforted her drew back.That once warm embrace turned into long cold night's,cold night's turned into pain,pain turned into more pain,pain into rage.

Rage why? Because he never cared?Because she let you in?Because she trusted you?,She couldn't help but cry.Cry for what? For a guy that claimed he cared but didn't?,She's better then that, But that anger toward's you wasn't going away.

Because you knew what you was doing you planned how to make her fall,because to you she was guillable because you knew she was a easy target but only because of her history with you,you knew her weaknesses and you knew she loved hard,you knew her better then everyone else.

She actually opened up to you,but it was to much for you.I mean you could have walked away right? But you didn't you still took her by the hand and guided her to a so called "better place" y'all "escape" only for 1 thing,your personal gain,The one thing on her body that her daddy taught her was sacred,her jewel,her most prized possession,But why her?

Why would you go through all that trouble,waste all that time to get close to her?.I mean you had option's right?,and you couldn't say you didn't because she saw it with her own eyes.And even though she was your second option if not that,you was her first because the moment your world started crashing down she was the one trying to hold it up.

She stepped in and played her part of your sick twisted game you called "love" she had your weight on her shoulder's and she didn't care about the consequences because that's what she chose to do,not because you asked her too no,because her heart felt for you.She tried to push you away because she started recognizing the game you was playing but she couldn't.

You kept breaking down the wall's she built around her heart,How? I don't know its been that way for her sense y'all was 10 she never thought 5 years later she would be in this position with you,But she was and she had to deal with it.See it got out what y'all was doing you swear it never happen that she was obsessed,delusional.

But didn't before you officially decided to come into her life she was dating other people?and minding her business and so was you?.You was the last thing on her mind at the time,But you weaved yourself into her routine knowing you was going to cause havic.

Now because of you she heartless,she wasn't alway's heartless,I mean she wasn't alway's so cold,distant,mean.At one point and time she was actually caring,warm-hearted,a little too honest,thoughtful,open to meet new people,and new love.That all changed after you,after you broke her to the point where she couldn't fix herself,she couldn't eat,sleep she was depressed,didnt want to talk or nothing at that moment.so now she do men the way you did her.She play with them and there are times she feel bad but oh,well she want every man she deal with to feel her pain.