Wrong Thug Wrong Love

Priorities

All she wanted was to at least be his first choice,I mean why not? Y'all have been knowing each other for 6 year's now.And close for 3 so why you couldn't be consistent and put her first?.

But you didn't and even then you couldn't do you say.She just couldn't understand why you want to hurt her,She remember one of the last deep conversation's she had with you.She was breaking down in front of you because you just didn't get what she was feeling for you,I guess you never did.

She was hurting on the inside badly and as much as she tried to control it she couldn't

"I know you can change,I have faith that you can change"
"Don't have faith in me" he said. "Because everytime somebody have faith in me I let them down"
"Well,I know it's not gone be a overnight process and it's gone take some time but you can do it" she said.
She believed it with every ounce of hope she had she believed in him more then anything.They processed to talk more and as they do he began to Express himself
he said to her "I'm only 16,I got 4 mouth's to feed,What you want me to do?" In all honesty she just wanted him to reciprocate the time,love, effort,and tear's she put into him over the year's.

"I can't give you a relationship right now even if I wanted too" he said.

She held her head down trying to hold back emotion because she didn't want to seem weak
"Ok,I understand"she said.

Now laying in his lap with him stroking her hair,she began to feel her eyes water she was on the verge of tear's but she had to suck it up.She began to think to herself is this really what she wanted?,What she really was trying to settle for?,She alway's rack her brain overthinking and analyzing every little thing going back and forth with herself,She realized that she wasn't dealing with a person but a young man with demon's of his own and his demon's where hurting her it was like she was fighting his demon's more then him.

But She really knew something was wrong when he watched her cry over his doing and didn't even flinch he didn't even apologize to her,nor was even remorseful instead he tried to make it seem like her fault letting the guilty eat away at her consuming her every thought.Her downfall was having a good heart and constantly looking for a angel inside his demon.

*Flashback 4 month's ago*

"I don't know if I'mma be able to meet with you,I got work tomorrow morning but I'll see"
"So the cutie work's" he said "Yep,gotta take care of the family you know" she said as they walked down the hall. "But uhh I gotta go call me after school,ok?"
"Yeah,I got you" he said.She smiled and walked away.

                    *Later that night*

"I can't wait to see you"
"I know right" she said, "You think your mom will let you?"
"I'm a  grown man I can do what I mostly want" he said
"Ma,can I go to the park" " Boy,what you wanna go to the park for in the middle of the night you done lost your mind"
"To meet with my friend it's a girl she 17" he said knowing he was lying. "Ok,but take your brother with you" his mother said "I don't wanna take him ma damn"
"take him or you not going"
"Ok Ma". That night is the night she regretted for the rest of her life she did some sexual with him and the next morning after his baby momma came to her he didn't even know he had one he swore they was brokenup at the time.

She dropped him and never spoke to him again.Yeah,he tried to get to her friend's to speak to her but she didn't want no part's what really caught her off guard is the day she saw them both walking the hall together,She knew she got caught up and all hell was going to break loose.