I like you (BakagoXReader)

Feelings, confused

After our break finally ended, we went back to school like the usual. Going to all our period and just learning school stuff, adding a few hero training.. that's about it.
What Jiro and Ochaco said about what I should do with my love relationship with Bakugo, has been playing over and over in my head. A part saying I shouldn't do that, it isn't good to play with someone's feelings and the other just saying Go For It! So, that's what I did. For the past two days, I've been ignoring Bakugo at all times. I haven't gone over to his house nor walk with him. I've been asking the girls to tell him, I need to help out and teacher or I'm busy. Which always ends with Bakugo yelling. I feel pretty guilty but it's so funny seeing Bakugo annoyed.
But, there has been an issue recently.. a girl. A classmate from class C, apparently has developed a crush on Bakugo and has been chatting with him since I've ignored him. I only found out about this yesterday from Kirishima asking, if I knew who she was. Kirishima knows about my crush on the hot head, and supports us. He often goes on, saying if I need help in pushing us together to quicken things up. But I always say no since I want Bakugo to go on his own pace. But isn't that I'm doing?..
It's the 4th day of this challenge I've decided to do. Once I was heading out to leave, I saw the girl walking with Bakugo at the back of the school. I could feel a tingling feeling inside me. Am I jealous? So I follow the two, as I followed them. The girl pulled out a bag of cookies or chocolates? I felt my hands tightening together. I though Bakugo was going to push her off or say something rude... but no. He accepted the gift and left. I felt my chest have a werid feeling like something dropped or pressure. I shouldn't even feel this. I'm not in charge of Bakugos love life why am I getting upset!? I rush out of the school and started heading home. There I saw my best friend Izuku. I haven't chatted with him since I've been to focus on Bakugo. I walk up to him..

" IZUKU!! It's been a while" I said hugging him from behind. This is pretty normal since we are pretty close friends.
" oh hey (y/n), yeah it's been a while! How have you've been feeling." He said with a bright smile.
" I've been good, a lot of stuff on mind but I'm okay!" I said unhugging him to walk besides him. I look towards the ground, I couldn't get that image off my head.. who is she? does Bakugo like her too?
" HEY! (Y/n) you okay? I've been calling your name 10 time?" He said worried.
For some odd reason I started tearing up? Why.. I don't know? Izuku instantly hugs me and pats my head.
" hey it's fine, do you want to talk about it" he said hugging me tightly. Reminded me of how Bakugo embraced me that morning. I never asked why he did it. The feeling of being in someone's arms, it feels so safe, like everything around me is gone and I'm at peace. It felt nice but... it wasn't him. I nod my head and we start walking to his place.
He leads me towards his place and I begin telling him. Telling him about what happened during break and what I'm doing right now.. the more I spoke of it... it made me realize how stupid it was to begin with. Sure it's interesting but it's not good to play with someone's feelings. I cried my eyes out. Thanks to this, I may have lost my only chance with Bakugo. And if I never even had a chance, I may have lost our friendship just for my selfishness.
Izuku comforts me, handing me tissues and massaging my shoulders to calm me down.
"You know, Kacchan seems to like you.." he said looking at me .
I look back at him in disbelief
" if you think about it, maybe he's not good with words so he shows it by actions, take example, instead of spending break alone, he took care of you until you got better, he cooked for you and cleaned!? He made sure you got better and doesn't push you away. He lets you do what you want and cares for you" he said looking at his hands.
I was lost, he was right but what if he isn't and now with what I'm doing, isn't this ruining that chance. I gathered myself up and took my leave after a while.

On my way home, I just couldn't seems to get that girl off my head, him accepting those treats and not blowing her off... Izuku said he's not a man of words but actions. Wouldn't that mean he accepted her feelings..
I stop at my track and stare and my hand.. I remembered I kissed his hand, and touched his face. Wouldn't this be for the better? He doesn't seem like the type to be interested in lovey dovey things anyway. I've bothered Bakugo too much.. maybe I should set my feeling of the side...