𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 ⋮ ᶦⁿˢᵗᵃ ᵗᵃᵉⁿⁿᶦᵉ ˢᵉʳᶦᵉˢ

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Jennie's POV

The post received lots of likes and positive comments. It's been awhile since i've used instagram account and i'm happy that the result was positive. I posted a picture of Nini and Z, some said that the kids somewhat looks like Taehyung. I just let it slide because i don't wanna ruin the mood. 

Nini and Zeus are playing in their bedroom and i'm glad their having fun. The boutique was doing well and as well as the tons of papers on my desk. Omygod, i feel so tired. I just wanna rest and go home already. Feel me? There are just days that we suddenly feel tired and sometimes, we feel so industrious. I don't know, but i feel fine today. 

Just a few years to go and the twins will go to school, that's why every time i had the chance i teach them some basic educations like numbers, alphabets, shapes, colors and many more. I'm just so glad that are wiling to learn because kids like them would rather play in their entire life. 

I decided to put down my phone and start doing paper works so i will finish early. I'm inside my office in the house for your knowledge. 

Suddenly, Zeus came in and he looks so nervous. "Hey, what's wrong?" He was sweating and he can't look at me in the eye. I was about to speak when he suddenly ran and hugged me. "J-Jennie, i-i'm so sorry." I felt tears on my shoulder and i was so surprised, what the hell is happening?

I remained silent, waiting for him to explain. 

He was shaking but he tried to hide it. Unfortunately, he failed. I was becoming more curious as the silence continue to reign. It's obvious that he was trying to find the exact words for what he would want to say. I've never seen him so nervous like this, what is it that is making him like this?

"Oppa, calm down first---" I was startled when he suddenly spoke in a firm tone. "I am the reason why Taehyung had to leave for military and leave you." I stopped right at that moment. I looked into his eyes, trying to look for any sign of joking. I just laughed it away. "Oppa, what are you talking about?" i asked while faking a laugh. I never wanted to talk about this but it seems like he's the one bringing it up. 

"I-I...it was my fault. I decided to surprise you that day, you left the door open. I can not find you anywhere so i went upstairs and found you two sleeping on the same bed -- fully naked under the sheets. I-I wanted to punch him, i wanted to curse him for being too weak to resist the lust but i calmed myself because i know that you wouldn't want that." 

"I opened your phone with my ways and saw your conversations with him. I knew you liked him. You wouldn't give up your self for a man that you are not sure of." Both of us we're standing already and he held my arms, he was still shaking. "Jennie, you are my only sibling and i promised mom and dad to protect you as much as i can. I can't just let a guy to ruin your heart." He hugged me and i was just frozen in my spot. 

"I found out that he was working at BigHit in which i am a friend of their manager. I told my friend to send them into the military immediately and explained him what was happening. I would not shut down their agency, i just did that to scare them." Tears rolled down my cheeks and i can't move out from my position. I can't believe that all of the reasons of my sufferings are all because of him.

"W-Why...did you do that...?" I asked without meeting gazes with him. I don't know what to feel right now. "I wanted him to prove himself to me. I wanted him to protect the country and by that, i am so sure that he can protect you and your children. I am there, i was watching him train. And by that, i knew he won't hurt you." He let go of the hug and i was facing the right side, i felt so angry. But i don't know how to express it.

"I was so afraid to tell you especially when i saw you hating on him. I was afraid that you would hate me too. So i decided to convince you to forget him but i failed. And now, i can't endure seeing you hurt anymore. I am really, really sorry." I wiped my tears and finally looked at him. I wanted to shout at him, curse him, slap him, i wanted to do cruel things to him. But i can't. My parents are my first love, and my brother is my second. I can't believe he endured hurting me for this long. 

"Why are you telling me this now?" I knew him well. He wouldn't tell me this if it isn't urgent. "He's leaving." My hearts skipped a beat and i felt so heavy. I fell on the swivel chair because my knees we're feeling weak due to the informations i am receiving. "They're gonna stay in America for 5 years." My energy was drained even without doing anything. 

The blamed the wrong guy for my hatreds. I've been fooled by my wrong beliefs for two years. And it's all because of one of the most person's i trust --- my twin brother. But now, i'm not mad at him. Slowly sinking, i finally realized that he just wanted the best for me. I can never find another brother like him.

(A/N: Jennie's outfit is the picture above.)

I was startled when he suddenly grabbed my arm and forced me to stand. He grabbed my bag and my coat and immediately gave it to me. "Jennie, go after him. Don't let the past repeat itself again. Go! You don't have much time!" 

I was too pressured by his words but i don't know how my feet got me running to the garage. I started the engine and immediately drove to the airport. 

Wait for me Taehyung. Don't leave me again, please.

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what ff should i do next? Taekook ff or another random BTSxBP ff?