falling for the cold one

Chapter two

ANASTASIA POV;
"Boom" it sounded like a bomb through the speakers. God! Ana hated it she hates mornings , so bright and it always remind her that it's time for school or in her case hell-rehab gosh! She hates that place. So frustrating she wish she could just get home schooled but her dad said no!
The chief butler Mr. Stuart knocked. She refused to answer rolling under the sheets refusing to open her eyes to the crystal clear-sky, she hated it anything crystal clear she prefers foggy morning that always gives her excuse to stay in bed " thud! Thud!" the wooden oak tree door sounded again "Go to hell and never come back" I shouted from my bed "young mistress master says he wants you by the breakfast table in 20 minutes and with your school bag dressed an ready to go .Young mistress I leave your presence" arghh!!
I hate that man, if not because of the fact that he is chief butler I would have gotten him fired a long time ago, gosh! I hate the way the way he talks he repels me and my old man ( her father) and his threat I better check the time 20 minutes what a joke ! One cannot bath a dog in 20 minutes not to talk of get ready for sch.....
I could not complete that statement when my bed side states 7:45 I have to be in school by 8 o'clock geez! Am screwed! I jumped off the bed put in clogs and dash into the bathroom. May I spoke to fast cause in less than 5 minutes I was out of the bathroom in my bathrobe, opening my drawers I take out my notebook and textbook you know what weird about those two is that my textbook are on "anger -management" "arrogance and rudeness; ways to conquer them" "stealing; the greatest illness of all times" and lastly "bullying the oldest enemy" weird right I know am messed up but that's just how is in hell-rehab,
Opening my wardrobe yep! That's the dress the red cold shoulder crop top dress with a tight fitted black leather pants hey don't judge me I just love black and red that color describe everything about me and one of the reasons why am in "hell- rehab" I walked to the shoe closet on the left not so far from the black cushion and floppy soft red pillows and taking my phone and my laptop and my ruby red bow. I know but that's how it is not fully dressed without my beautiful red bow and red- Nike sneakers I just love red o-Kay. walking down the stairs I sight my dad from afar god that manic I wish I could get a knife and stab him to death myself well I almost did once no twice actually but sincerely I wish I could behead him or strangle him one of those dog chains and pushed him down the ditch there no sweeter revenge for sending me to "heel -rehab" god am sure he is not my father am so sure and my mother well, I killed her boom! there I said it I killed my own mother and am not sober ,sad ,heartbroken ,defenseless because of it in fact am happy light hearted fulfilled because of her death . my arrival into his world killed her just liked when a male bee mates with a queen bee it dies so did she, she brought me into this world and said good bye what a mess I never needed her anyway and all those kids who weep over their dead parent .what a joke!
That is the stupidity of the highest order and don't blame me I gat no conscience turned it a long time ago when I stabbed my cat to death yep I killed it .it was dying anyway and why should I let it die by sickness and let all the money spent all on it go to waste nah nah so I killed it myself I ended its pain with my dear hands and I love the way I watched life drain out of him as he bled to death as he struggled for each breath as light fades away from his eyes as he takes his last breath in my hands blood all over my hands nothing could express that feeling of watching someone die in your arms you are longer scared of death cause you have see what it entails you just lose your conscience .

AUTHORS NOTE; SO A LITTLE INTRODUCTION OF ANASTASIA SMITH MY LITTLE SPOLIT BRAT KINDA GIVES OUT THAT RAW ENERGY, WELL TELL ME YOUR OPINON OF ANA ?NEXT UPDATE WE KNOW ANA BETTER ,SOMEONE SHOULD PLEASE TELL ME WHO ANA REMINDS THEM OF ?