Hold You Down

Secrets

Kiana

"Shut up before I slap the shit out of you!" Those words played in my head as I cried into my pillow. Who would say these words? My dad. He has been talking to me like that since I can remember. He has only hit me 3 times before but it hurts as much as him saying it than doing it. I'm a 18 year old girl about to finish high school and my life has a mess. My mom does every drug you can think off, I think my dad hates me, and I have a very low self esteem.

I don't think I'm ugly but when my haters say it I kind of start to believe it. I have a low self esteem because of my dad. When we get into a argument the first thing he say is your never gonna get a man, your a stupid bitch, fuck you. I'm an straight A student which doesn't help none. Kids make me the outcast. I have a couple of friends. If I even bring a "C" in this house he'll probably hit me. If I bring a "B" in this house I'll get yelled at saying its not good enough.

I'm not even allowed to talk to a boy on the phone. Because of all this, I have life problems. If someone yells at me I'll start to cry. I know I'm a big baby. My little sister, Kia, is in the other room. She's 14. She gets "Cs" & "Ds" but all she gets is a "aww baby it's ok just try harder" "Kiana baby I'm sorry, love you." "Yeah love you too" He always think a "I'm sorry" fixes everything. I just laid there motionless. My grandma was my best friend and she would fix everything but she died a month ago. I really just wanted this to be all a bad dream. And that I could wake up any second now. But I knew that would never happen.

The next day

I walked out the door on my way to school. Let's see how this day goes.

Chris

"Nigga fuck you and that hoe!"I'm about to kill this bitch ass nigga and his sidekick for being disrespectful and for playing with my money. And they wonder why I don't like people. Right now I had a choice. Kill them and take my weed back. Or take my weed back and let em go. The problem is I take my job very seriously. "You have 5 seconds to get outta here and gimme my stuff." "Nigga I ain't giving you shit" I looked at him and laughed. I pulled out my gun. I shot both of them in the head, took my weed, and walked away.

I got in my car and drove to my little sister's school. I know what y'all thinking didn't I just kill somebody? Killing people is sort of a daily thing for me.

"Yo Mya come on"

"I'm coming ugly" she had this sexy girl next to her.

"Who's your friend?"

"Her name is Kiana. Don't fuck her Chris!" I looked her up and down, biting my lip.

"Damn wassup Kiana"

"Hi" Aww she's so sweet, for now.

"She coming with us?"

"Yea mom said she can spend the night"

"But mom's working tonight"

"I know that's the catch. You have to watch us, now come on Maurice"

"It's Chris"

"Whatever" Kiana and Mya got in the car and I drove them home. It was quiet so I decided to get to know Kiana a little bit. I asked her how old she was and when she replied 18, I got happy as hell. I'm 24. Lil mama was hot and old enough to fuck.

"So whatchu do ma?"

"I work at Walmart"

"Oh okay" I looked at what she was wearing. She was wearing a gold necklace with matching earrings, Jimmy Choo heels, and a Coach purse. I know these things because this is the shit that my hoes try to get me to buy for them. And that's a lot of money spent for a girl who works at walmart.

When we got to the house Mya ran upstairs but Kiana sat by me. I heard water runing indicating that Mya was in the shower. I took out my phone and took a quick picture of Kiana cause shawty looking hella good in the outfit.

"Chris what did you just do?" I ignored her question and looked at my phone.

"Chris gimme your phone."...... "Ok be that way"

Kiana

I moved closer to him and began to sweetly bite his neck. I kissed to his jawline and brushed my lips pass his. I could smell the weed on his breath. I positioned myself on his lap and pecked his lips. I almost didn't wanna stop until I remembered that I'm supposed to be teasing him. He had the phone tightly in his hand. The only way I could get the phone is if I kiss him. So I grabbed his face and we went into a full-on makeout seession.

While in the middle of kissing I saw that he wasn't holding the phone tight anymore. I quickly tried to grab it, but couldn't get it outta his grip.

He just chuckled and looked at me.

"Mmm baby you gotta try harding than that" he got up and walked to the kitchen. Just then Mya come down.

"Alright Keke let's go"

"Where y'all going?"

"Chris stay outta my bussines, we're going upstairs"

Chris

I sat back on the couch and started watching tv. After about 10 minutes my phone rung. It was my workers telling me it's a meeting today and everybody in the gang is attending. I ran to the basement and grabbed my gun.

"Ay Mya I gotta go, I'll be back" I pulled up at the warehouse and stepped inside.

"Today we gonna met the leader of another group, and that will be Chris's partner." Mikey looked at the camera.

"Here they come!"

When the gang walked in I noticed that they were all girls.

"These are the baddest bitches in L.A" everyboby said laughing. While all the other girls were wearing black, the girl in the middle was wearing pink and black. She must be the leader.

Mikey smiled. "Chris meet your bussiness partner"

The girl walked up to me. "Hey Chris"

I couldn't believe my eyes. Kiana?

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