ATL SISTERS

Flower and love painting

Rachel p.o.v.

The only time I can really relax is when I paint or write in my notebook about my past life or the hateful nightmare I'm living in , daddy barely let's the girls out . He really has a lock on me since I tried to leave plenty and many times trying to escape this horrible tragic nightmare and go back to my life my real life .

" sweet pie " Lia said coming in the room popping her gum " ugh its you , hasn't daddy told you about all that fucking painting your making our room stink " Lia yelled bumping me making me drop the white light paper onto the ground .

Lia never really liked me and I never really liked her The other girls told me plenty of times why she hated me but I never really listened or I just couldn't face the fact that anyone could ever hate me I mean I'm nice , beautiful , and beautiful .

I might look stuck up but I'm not I'm nowhere near stuck up . If I was I wouldn't be here . I would probably be in college working on a dream I didn't want nor could I finish .

Lia flipped her dark blue long hair over her shoulders " Rachel you definitely need to change into something more showing something you know what I mean " Lia blurted rolling her hazel eyes .

Lia was a gorgeous girl beautiful her hair was Beautiful and long kinda wavy ,Lia was lightskin , long beautiful eyelashes , plum lips , nice and high cheek bones , beautiful shape with a perfect set of curves , lia just screamed beauty but once she opened her mouth you would obviously want to walk away and act like you never saw lia . Lia had beautiful set of teeth but her voice was loud and extremely annoying .

" mhm " I mumbled taking my white t shirt off showing my black tank top . " see thats better " Lia Quoted walking away slamming the door behind her .

I grabbed my notebook from under my pillow since I was to lazy to put it in my hiding place last night ,

I grabbed my blue and black pen " what can I write about today " I whispered softly tapping my pen against my head gently .

I miss my family , I miss my mom sorta but I truly miss my sister even though what she did to me ..... I will still have love for the girl .

I wrote down in my book I truly hated my sister after what she done to me I promised myself I would never forgive her selfish ass .

I put my notebook down looking for a place to hide it so lia won't find it .

I placed my notebook under my dirty matress . My room wasn't like the other girls my room was dirty and was in the basement with the mice .

I even named two or three when I'm done here by myself well thats mostly ..

" Rachel get yo ass up here " lia screamed making me jump out my thoughts running upstairs .

I rolled my eyes once I saw the cocaine and molly on the table every day daddy wanted us to have drugs in our system I guess were better at sucking dick and doing everything a stranger pleases when were high or doped up .

I was second on the cocaine line the other girls like lia , bomb lips , red bone , hot stick , and fish loved doing molly .

I got on my knees and looked down at the fresh white cocaine closing my eyes tightly I hated doing drugs with all my heart .

I slowly sniffed the cocaine making my nose burn a little I wiped my nose getting up off from my knees . " next " I heard greg the police officer say in his auto tone voice .

The pain in my head was making me sick everything was spinning last minute I'm wearing a tank top and boy boxers now I'm wearing a tight black mini dress with broke down cheap heels .

" come on we gotta make this money " lia screamed

I opened my mouth looking around I was just home .

I looked down at the ground seeing I'm surround by flowers and love paintings of me .

Cocaine is a hell of a drug .