A Letter to Eleanor Calder...

DEAR ELEANOR....

Dear Eleanor,
Remember you said that that you were a directioner when you first met Louis and told us to not loose hope? There is nothing about losing hope.I don't wanna loose hope but there's none left. (I am a Harry's girl).
He is miles away from me. He won't even bother thinking about this. He would be there enjoying his life on tour or with his lads and i would be here standing alone by myself,dreaming about him. Looking at his eyes make me cry. It hurts knowing that those eyes won't ever look at me with those love or affection....
Soon enough he will find a great girlfriend and will even marry her. He will be happy with her. I would be the one crying day and night. I would be sad. I wouldn't be sad knowing that he's happy but i would be sad and i would cry knowing that it is not me whom he'll be happy with. It will hurt knowing that i won't be the one cuddling with him cause he's tired of cuddling with his pillow. It would hurt knowing i won't be the one soothing him when he's crying. It will hurt not to be the one going on tour and dates with him. It would be hurting not to be posting about us(me and harry) on Twitter. And the thing which will hurt the most is he won't ever be mine...
Eleanor you don't even know how pretty you are. You got Louis because you deserved him. Me?? Look at me i look nothing in your comparison. Harry will find thousands and thousands of girls who are better than me. He would get them anyhow. I wish one day i wake up and i get to know that my dream has came true. Once for once . Eleanor you would never understand our feelings (No offence to you)but you just won't. You have Louis taking care of you make you laugh and support you no matter what.
But Harry? He won't be there for me. He won't love me. Love is an overstatement he won't even look at me if i pass by him. I will always be a fan for him. I wish he would once love me for once? I wish he once understood me. Eleanor you won't understand how lucky you are and how easy is it to say to never loose hope. Though be happy with Louis and love him lots and whoever in future will be the girl whom harry will love with true heart tell her to take care of him. She would be holding my life.... Love you.... And i wish Harry would know that i am half a heart without you...
From Priyanka.....