𝑷𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒌 °𝑳.𝑺° ✔︎

#4

(EDITED)

L O U I S

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A couple of hours later Harry and I tucked the girls into bed and watched tv while getting to know each other a little better. I told him about my family and he told me that he had an older sister named Gemma.

After a while I glanced at the clock and saw it was 11PM already. "Hey haz, wanna go to bed soon?" I asked him and yawned.

He nodded while rubbing his eyes, "sounds good to me."

We both walked quietly upstairs to not wake the girls. I stuck my head quick into their room and a smile crept up my face, Erica was snoring softly, hugging Macey who had her arm around Erica's waist.

I looked into my room and didn't saw Harry so I assumed he was in the bathroom. I stripped down my chlotes and saw Harry coming in, checking me out a little.

"Like what you see?" I smiled and saw him blushing, mumbeling a 'sorry'.

He was also in his boxers now and I could see the tattoos on his chest. I mean I saw some tattoos already but wow I didn't know he looked so good without shirt.

Wait what? I sighed, putting the thoughts that came into my head aside and slid in bed, Harry doing the same.

I rested my head in my arms and thought about my situation. Harry and I were just friends right? I mean the feelings I have must come through the fact I just like Harry very much as a friend right?

I didn't know who I was covincing with those thoughts though...

I noticed a hand waving in front of me, "lou? You're awfully quiet, everything alright?" He asked me and pulled the covers up a bit.

"Yeah, just tired I think," I lied, not wanting him to know what was going on inside my head.

"Alright if you say so," he yawned and mumbled a 'goodnight' before be switched the light off and laid down his back facing me. I just sat down until I heard his breath become steady and carefully stepped out of bed. I didn't know what I had but I just couldn't let my thoughts stop.

I sighed again, decided to do something and walked down the stairs slowly, made a tea and sat down in front of my appartment window which had a view of London's nightlife.

Hearing all the cars and seeing the lightsigns on the buildings always helped me clear my head, but not today. My mom used to watch the stars with me when I was younger and couldn't sleep. She told me story's about their existence and what they were until I would fall asleep.

The thought of it made smile sadly. I grabbed my phone from the table and looked at some pictures and selfies of myself when I randomly decided that I wanted to call Niall. I knew he probably was asleep because it was 1:00AM but I didn't care. After three rings I heard an sleepy Niall pick up.

"What's up lou? I was asleep and it's.... 1:00!!" He groggily said and I felt a bit guilty about my choice to call him.

I felt tears fall down my cheeks a bit, "w-well, I needed your a-advice Niall," I hicupped and he must have heard I was crying.

"What's wrong lou, why are you crying? Harry was with you today right? What did that bastard do?!"

"Yeah he's still here due the snowstorm and no Niall, he didn't do anything but that's the problem," I quietly said.

"Why is Harry the problem? I thought you liked him?"

"Yes I do, but maybe a little more then I want..." I admitted heard him gasp, "You're saying that you have feelings for the dad of your daughters best friend?"

"Yes I said that Niall, didn't I?" I sassily said, being annoyed with him now.

"Well can I meet him like tommorow?" He changed subject, which I was thankfull for.

"Yeah that's fine by me, have to ask hazza though."

"Sure thing lou, don't worry too much okay? Not every person is like Ellie."

I smiled at that, Ellie was my ex and he knew that was my struggle at the moment. The thought of falling in love to lose that person again.

"Thanks Niall, I will text ya tommorow."

After we said our goodbyes I looked out of the window one last time before heading back to bed, back to Harry.

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Four hereee! And lou is struggling with his feelings? What is going on?