Escape || X1 x Reader One Shots

Dream || Han Seungwoo

You were out with your friends having fun at a karaoke place. Everyone was laughing and just being silly. Except him.

You've been doing your best to make everyone feel happy but it seems like no matter how many horrible song covers you sing and a horrendous amount of eye-damaging dance covers, he never laughed. He just looked around and gave a tight-lipped smile.

And because you're in love with him and is willing to burn your dignity just to make him laugh you danced and sang to Bubble Pop with skills that will only make Hyuna regret she ever released the song.

"Y/n, oh gosh please stop that horrible singing i can't deal with it. Just accept that you will never be Hyuna." One of your friends said as he was clutching his stomach while wiping the tears on his eyes.

"Oh come on. Stop being shy. I know you want an encore." You winked at your friend.

Then you looked his way again and you realized he wasn't even looking because he was on his phone and it looked like he was reading something he didn't like. He looked so down.

"Okay fine. I'll stop. I need to restore my talent anyway.  I think it's almost gone." You handed the mic to your best friend and made your way to sit.

"It's not gone honey, they were never there." Your friends started laughing again and started arguing as they decided what song to play next.

As they were distracted, you went to sit beside Seungwoo. He didn't even notice as you sat down because he was still distracted by his phone.

You were thinking of what to say to him because the last time you talked to him 7 years ago, it involved a confession, almost dying because of too much laughter and your heart breaking into pieces as he looked at you as if you were joking then laughing way too much you just turned around and started walking cause you didn't want him to see you cry.

Remembering something you want to ask, you turned his way then started to say something.

"Hey d-."

But you couldn't finish cause he stood up and told everyone he was going out to get some air.
Since everyone was preoccupied, no one noticed.

You felt so ashamed and hurt.

When he reached the door, he turned back to look at you and asked.

"Are you coming or not?"

Looking around to check if he was talking to you or not then realized you were the only one who wasn't dancing to Red Flavor. Since you are such a genius, you still asked him.

"Me?"

He just looked at you with a blank stare probably thinking of ways to take back his offer.

"I'll be at the balcony." Then he went out the door.

Feeling confused, a teeny tiny bit excited and riding a truckload of nervousness, you made your way to the balcony at the back of the karaoke place.

No idea how you arrived at the balcony conscious and alive, you approached Seungwoo.

"You know you were trying way too hard earlier." He began talking even though he wasn't facing you.

"And you know that would've been embarrassing if it wasn't me who arrived and some random drunk person who was innocently passing by then some lonely looking stranger told him he was trying way too hard. Then he proba-"

"And I almost forgot how much you talk when you're nervous." He looked at you with a teasing smile on his face.

"Oh. Right. Sorry, i forgot you hated that." You apologized as you looked down and stared at the view in front of you so you won't keep on staring at him.

You looked around and admired the view. City lights right in front of you, the soft glow of the light on the balcony and the guy you've been in love for almost 10 years looking as if he was an angel. Almost starting to feel happy, you inhaled deeply and held on to the railings to stop your heart from beating way too fast. 

"I never said I hated it. At least not as much as I hate how much you were trying way too hard earlier." He said as he looked at you with disappointed eyes.

For the whole night you were trying to make him happy but all you get is a disappointed look. Okay, cool.

If there's one thing Seungwoo is really good at, it's breaking my heart every time he opens that perfect lips.

"I'm sorry if that bothered you. I just wanted to make you happy. You've been looking scary the whole night."

"Well seeing you make a fool of yourself certainly didn't make me happy."

"I'm sorry."

Isn't this pathetic? You've been trying to make him happy but he only thought you were foolish.

You hugged yourself as you felt the cold breeze.

"I know what you're trying to do y/n. And I don't need it. Things may not have worked my way but I'm okay." He said with a hint of annoyance.

Confused, you looked at him.

"What?"

"It's fine though. I know you want to ask how I'm doing, how I'm feeling. I'm good, I have to be."

You had no idea what to say and you had this extreme urge to hug him.

Not knowing what to do. You just looked at the city lights and wanting to change the mood you said,

"Did you know I found my second dream? Since my first dream is way too high for me." You said as you forced a smile.

"No, but I heard you already have your own cafe now. But I'm guessing that wasn't your dream?" He said with a hint of amusement on his voice.

"Of course not, I had to open one so my mother will stop forcing me to go to med school."

"Wait, you don't want to be a doctor anymore? I remember you bringing a stethoscope during lab classes and calling yourself a doctor." Chuckling at the memory, he continued. "So that was just a phase then?"

Laughing, you nodded.

"Yes, that was just a phase. I don't even want to remember the things i did back then."

"What was your first dream then? The one that is too high for you?" He was smiling and looking at you.

When you looked back at him, you can hear your own heart beat.

You smiled and decided to answer him.

"You were. You were my first dream, but you flew way too high for me to follow."

His smile disappeared and you realized what you just said. You wanted to take it back but then he started laughing so you started to join him so it will no longer be awkward.

"Well that's funny. You were mine too."

"What?"

"I said you were my first dream too. And I don't think your first dream is way too high for you."

He walked towards you and you stood frozen in your place. He had a shy smile on his face as he took your hands in his.

"Seungwoo, what are you doing?"

"Achieving our dreams."

He closed the distance between you, you were feeling so nervous and happy. He was getting so close that you decided to close your eyes and a moment later you felt him kiss you on the forehead.

Then you felt him move away so you opened your eyes.

"That was it? I've been waiting for 10 years and all I get is a kiss on the forehead? I'm sorry but I would like to consider my dream unachieved."

He laughed and pulled you in to hug you.

"Don't worry, we're just getting there."