Moving On From You

Day 2 - Jan 31, 2020

It's 0700. I woke up an hour and a half ago. I'm not crying anymore. That's good right?

I still miss him. I still love him.

I'm still wondering what went wrong.

So today, he acted like a complete asshole. He was telling me that if I was trying to make me feel jealous, he doesn't care.

Honestly, I do not have the time to waste to do that. The old me would've but that would've been immature of me. When I found out that he said those words, I got angry. I was annoyed.

Why is he acting like that?

Also, he said that I was manipulative and that he was so happy to be free from me.

Gotta admit. That hurt.

If he really wanted to get out of the relationship why now? He should've done it sooner while I kept asking him if he was sure he wanted to stay.

He's being cruel. I told him I won't message him in private but he keeps giving me a reason to--or better yet, I'm trying to find reasons to.

He's probably so annoyed. I'd be annoyed too.

Today, I've made up my mind to talk to him for the last time. I wrote everything I wanted to say. He hasn't really responded yet. I'm quietly waiting.