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so much weight is held in the question of,
"am i faking it?"

do i really need help?
am i actually sad?
do i only do this for attention?
what if i'm faking, and what if i'm a fool?

do i really stim?
am i only pretending?
do i only mimic others?
what if i'm faking, and what if i'm 'okay'?

am i really anxious?
am i really depressed?
am i really autistic?

questions start to stab at my mind.

they don't leave for days.

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