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Estrellita Mariachi Los Camperos
To understand what is going on, the singer expresses his depressing emotions by going a higher pitch or getting louder. Basically;
More Depressed = higher pitch or louder, longer sound.
Enjoy the story and the song!
Estrellita del lejano cielo (Little star from the distant sky)
Sniper gazed into the night sky as tears clouded his vision. You were gone.
Que miras mi dolor (that watches my pain)
Que sabes mi sufrir (that knows my suffering)
You were shot dead by TfC's Heavy to make his point. Oh how he wished upon the stars that he could go back and tell him how much he loved you, giving you some reassurance before you died.
Baja y dime si me quiere un poco (Come down and tell me if you love me a little)
He was in the middle of an out back in Australia, parked outside in his camper, kicking at the dirt. He looked at the sky once more and screamed,
"WHY NOT ME?!"
Porque yo no puedo sin su amor vivir (because I can't live without your love)
He stomped into his camper, swelled with anger and sorrow. He crumpled to the floor of his camper, beating it with his fists. The same floor where he asked you out, his first kiss with you, where he proposed.
(Violin solo) then skip to the end, last verse
He put his head in his hands. Tears streamed down his face as his whole body shook. He was drenched in sweat, hot flashes frequenting. His breathing quickened abnormally every time he thought about your death.
Tu eres estrella, mi faro de mi amor (you are, little star, my beacon of love)
Little star, little dingo, Sheila. The nicknames he gave you echoed in his mind. He was panicking, but no situation was arising.
Tu sabes que pronto he de morir. (You know that I will soon die)
He should've died. Not you. Never you. You would've wanted him to live, to keep living.
Baja y dime si me quiere un poco (Come down and tell me if you love me a little)
He knew what to do. He climbed into his bed. His panic attack starting to die down a little. You kept him going, now you're gone. He is still trying to live on, in your name.
Porque yo no puedo sin su amor vivir (because I can't live without your love)
He can't possibly live without you, nor will he ever be the same. He can't wait to see your beautiful, smiling face.
