It all happened so fast. He laying there bloods everywhere. I heard my foster mama scream and then she ran up the steps. I'm still standing there in shock. I've thought about a million ways of how I was going to kill him well them BOTH of them. What I didn't kno was today was the day and that I would've actually shot em. She crouch down over him checking to see if he has a pulse. To my surprise he's breathing and she began to cry. All I could do was stand there still pointing the gun because we all know what's about to happen next. I have to shot her too because I be damned if I go to jail for murdering this fool. It would've never had to come to this if it wasn't for her being so damn stupid and drunk all the time. Drunk bitch couldn't even satisfy her own husband and that's why he laying on the floor dying right now. I had to say the fucker had it coming anyway. She says what have you done why did you have to shot him? I said why? The mother fucking rapist had it coming. She said rapist? You really have lost it I'm calling the police! I said bitch if you think I'm going to jail then you must be outta yo mind, I'm not going nowhere and i damn ain't going to jail not for you or him. I point the gun at her now and I'm aiming for the perfect spot. She begging and pleading but I ain't tryna hear none of that. I said let me tell you a story before I end your fucking life. It's about a poor little foster girl that was getting raped by her foster dad every night because her drunk pussy ass foster mom was too busy passed out to give a damn about anybody other than herself. She said he was raping you ? And you didn't say anything?? I said how could I you was always at work or passed out , you NEVER had any time for me. You never cared ! only thing you cared about was your addiction . She stood up tryna come near me. I pointed the gun at her and said it's too late I don't need your sympathy. All you had to do was stay sober enough to please your husband and you couldn't even do that. You ruined my life and now I'm about to end yours. She threw her hands up and I shot her. I shot her in the head and I didn't think twice about it. I didn't even have any remorse either because she married a monster and the fact that she was so stuck in her own cocoon , made her useless and a monster too . I couldn't keep her alive because I couldn't risk her calling the police and I won't doing life in prison without parole. I collected my things and went out the back door unnoticed. I made sure it was dark and being in the neighborhood that we stayed in, I knew wasn't nobody gon call the police and report any signs of gun fire. They know how to look the other way and mind their own business and that alone was the perfect way that I could get away with it and be in the clear. Shit by the time they discover the body's I'll be long gone and free from it all. Jus me , this money and whatever life I choose to live now.
