after we went out to eat we drove back home. Kairi turned to our neighborhood and Mattias car was gone so Kairi dropped me off.
"uh thank you Kairi" i said getting out of the car
Kairi also got out of the car and walked to me.
"anything for you y/n" Kairi said and gave me a hug
"you know you should talk to Mattia about it"
"i will just not yet" i said
"good cause the whole time we were eating Mattia kept texting me about you" he said and ran his fingers through his hair
that was kinda hot not gonna lie.
"okay well im gonna go call me if you need anything" Kairi said
"yea you too" i smiled at him and walked into the house
i was just sitting on the couch eating an apple deciding what to watch but then heard a knock on the door.
i looked out the window and it was Mattia with some roses. it's literally 10 at night. a part of me didn't want to open the door but the other half wanted to because i love Mattia and also it was raining really hard outside. i love him so much even after seeing what he did.
i unlocked the door and Mattia looked up. his eyes were red.
"y/n im so sorry, if i could do anything to take everything back i would" he said sounding like he was about to cry
"i love you so much y/n this was so dumb of me i should've never kissed her back knowing i have you" Mattia said with tears rolling down his face
i just stood there looking at him with watery eyes.
Mattia put the roses down and turned around and started to walk to his car. he was soaked. i ran after him and hugged him from behind.
Mattia then turned around and hugged me back. we were basically standing in the rain in each other's arm.
he pulled away and looked at me
"look at you, you're so...you're literally everything how the fuck did i even do this to" Mattia said
i giggled at what he said. at this point i didn't know what to do or say, i part of him wanted sometime away from him but another part of me wants him.
so i took Mattias hand and we walked back inside.
i went and changed because of how soaked we were. since
i always take Mattias clothes i was nice enough and gave him back his hoodie and sweats so he can change into.
i was in the kitchen and washed some fruits so Mattia and i can eat it while he was in the bathroom changing.
while washing it i felt a cold hand wrapped around me waist and his other hand took a strawberry that i washed.
"these are good" Mattia said
i turned around and he was shirtless. he knew i was staring so he laughed.
"what?" i said looking up at him and pushed him away
"nothing he said" walking back towards me and gave me a bite of the strawberry
"fuck these are good" i said and turned back around to finish washing them.
"not as good as you" he said putting both his hand on my waist
i ignored him and turned the water off. i walked to to living and sat down. Mattia sat next to me and just kept looking at me.
"stop you're scaring me" i said throwing the remote at him
"im sorry you're just so beautiful"
i took a bite of a strawberry and said "then you wouldn't have done what you did" i said looking back at the t.v
"Y/n im sorry, if i can do anything to go back and not kiss her i would so how many times do i have to say sorry for you to forgive me?"
i didn't answer.
"fuck" Mattia said and pushed me so i was now laying in the couch. he came on top of me and started kissing me.
"M-m-mattia" i tried saying with all the kisses he was giving me
he then stop and looked at me
"just please prove to me that you can do and be better" i said
i wanted more of him but after what he done i didn't want to rush it.
I pushed him off of me and got up to go use the bathroom. when I got out Mattia was laying on the couch.
"cuddle time?" mattia said
"for sure" i walked over to him and laid on top of him since the couch wasn't that big. we watched a movie and not even 10 minutes in it i fell asleep.
the next morning i woke up getting blinded by the brightness of the sun. i looked next to me and i was still on top of Mattia.
i smiled and ran my hand through his hair. i went on my phone for a couple of minutes and fell back asleep.
hours later i woke up with someone playing with my hair.
I opened my eyes and it was Mattia. he didn't he notice that i woke up until he finally made eye context with me
"good morning beautiful" he said kissing me on the forehead
"good morning love.." i said
Mattia went in for a kiss but stopped when the door bell rung and there was a knock at the door.
happy valentine day baby. ❤️
sorry about not updating i've been busy with school, school is like literally stressing me out but hope you guys enjoy this chapter. i really didn't know where the story was going. love you guys.
