LETS PRETEND WERE NUMB-will you love me till the end
"you think i would rip the wings off of my fucking angel?"
Jahseh P.O.V
my mind was filled with thoughts of her, her beautiful smile, laughter, eyes, everything. i couldn't believe it. she was really gone. the funeral was soon. i don't know if i could handel it. i have to do it, for her... i jump as i here my phone ring, interrupting the silent room. ski was calling me. i cleared my throat and picked up.
"h-hello?" i herd ski mumble Thru the phone
"hey..."
it was silent for a moment, as we collected our thoughts
"her funeral is soon... you comin?" ski mumble through the phone
"yes, i'm coming, ski..." i mumbled
"ight jah, want me to pick you up bruv?" he asked
"yea sure" i said
"ight jah, i'll be there soon..." he said hanging up
i sighed and sat up. our last moments filled my head... i regret it all so so much.
"jah, he-help" i herd her say
i didn't know where she was. fuck.
"where are you!" i yelled
i herd a loud crash, like something fell. i here little whimpers of pain. i ran around looking for my luv. tears starded flowing out my eyes i found her there. barely breathing. i was shocked. what the fuck happend here??? i picked her up and she screamed in pain, i saw blood all over her stomach. fuck. i grabed my phone out and diald 9-1-1
"hello, this is 911, what's your emergency?"
"my-my girlfriend, something's wrong, there's so much blood, she's barely breathing " i cried out
"sir calm down, where are you at the moment " she asked
"i-i'm at my house , _____________________" i mumbled
"alright sir, officers are on the way, how is she doing" she asked
"she's not ok, please hurry"
i got no response
i looked to my phone.
dead.
just like her.
i flinched out of it when i herd ski knocking at the door. i wiped the tears off my face and opend it.
"let's go jah " he said
i shook my head and we left.
at the funeral
i saw her casket there. i slowly made my way up and saw her pale lifeless body there. i could feel tears already streaming down my face.
"i'll forever be there, i'll forever be the elephant in the room... i will alyways love you, i'm sorry" i cried my last words to her as everyone watched with pain and sorrow in there eyes...
