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Even as a kid Sehun was always ... lonely
Losing his parents at the age of five was pretty tough But even becoming an orphan wasn't the worst part, most of the kids avoided him all the time and the ones who didn't avoide him bullied him, all that when the only thing sehun wanted was to play with them.
Sehun as the pure kid he was he didn't understand the hate, cause even as a kid he wasn't that ugly in fact he was beautiful, so beautiful for a male so why they hated him that much?! However, years passed and it's still the same sehun is alone with no friends or a family and that is definitely the worst part cause with time he learned and discovered things he didn't know about himself about who he truelly is and just then he understood everything which doesn't necessarily means that it makes him feel any better .
it is not his fault he lost his parents or that he is a werewolf ... an omega to be specific
People treated him like shit and hated him for no reason ( he thinks ) cause it's not his fault he was born like that he didn't have any say in the whole thing , he doesn't even have a choice !! People think that omegas are not that important and they will never be and sehun is tired of trying to change their minds it's quite difficult though cause no matter how much he tried they don't seem to change or at least start treating him like he is one of them so sehun stoped trying all along.
He still remembers the day he was ranked as an omega and he is pretty sure that was the worst day in his miserable life it's like the universe gave people more reasons to hate him .
Yes he can turn into a wolf omegas are shapeshifters too But a wolf without a family or a pack is a beast Although sehun is no beast and he doesn't even looks like one but it's still a fact though . At some point he even started losing hope on finding his mate if he even has one , well they all suppose to have their mates but what if his mate refused to take him or worst what if he hated him and then sehun would live the rest of his life alone?! just thinking about the possibilities terrifies him .
He doubts that any Alfa would want to mate with him I mean most alfas prefer betas , omegas are just too weak and getting emotional so easily which nobody really wanna deal with
and that is why they're most of the time used just for bringing pups and no one actually take them seriously.
Anyway, his worst nightmare happened when he was eighteen... heat
His heat has been absolute torture Everything was new for him and nobody was ever there to guide him and explain for him what werewolves have to go through especially omegas Well ! He knew about heats it's just that everything happened suddenly and nothing would have really prepared him for the pain , his first heat lasted for days which he spent at home of course . He wouldn't risk going out with all the Alfas outside looking at him like a prey , no thanks
At least he knows now that his mate is somewhere out there otherwise he wouldn't even go through his heat . But , would his mate love him for his true self and accept him no matter what? Honestly he doesn't expect much cause nobody did before so why would he ?
More years passed , sehun finally decided to move to the city for college or that what he keeps telling himself he was just done with everything and every one so ,he thought that a change would be really helpful .
It's been two months since he moved to his new apartment and started taking lessons in college , sehun still can't open up to people easily although he is not the same kid anymore he is a man now oh God he is that perfect gorgeous man now people must be blind for hating him that's what his best friend always tells him ( but again nobody ever tried to get close to him or try to know him before ) yeah he has a best friend now ... baekhyun another omega ( the main reason sehun gets so comfortable around him )
Anyway , Baekhyun has a mate and nope sehun is not jealous , not at all ( he is ) Baekhyun's Alfa treats him very well like he is the most precious thing in the world and sehun understands why , his friend is so precious .
