RIVAL 1 JENSOO BLACKPINK FF

Rather be the favorite or the underlooked?

Jennie was the queen of everything and of the group the majorly successful group called BLACKPINK...YG loved her, gave her everything I was always a step behind

This is the story of the time Rivals become the worst enemy...

My name is Jisoo...I'm 25 years old I don't seem to be the least liked well I'm considered a visual of my group...but I'm promoted not like the others...I felt insecure and I held in my anger...I wanted everything Jennie had she seemed to be living the best life....I'm always forgotten

Jisoo sat on her pink bed that had a furry pillow, she shared a room with Lisa but Jennie was always the busiest and she always came home late due to her modeling promotions.

Jisoo sighed as she waited for her solo. YG promised she would get one but he never makes them come true at least the ones that seems Jennie oriented...I had no rage towards Jennie but more of guilt, why was I in this group if I had no purpose what so ever? no one ever payed attention to me I was just a extra back up dancer.

Ever since the lazy scandal Jennie seemed to be less happy or more depressed but she has been like that since 2018 if I'm not wrong, I never knew what went on in Jennie's brain but something seemed quite off today more than the usual.

Lisa came in the room wearing her unicorn onesie not forgetting to add the pastel colors, Lisa sat on her bed recklessly with a deep sigh.

Jisoo looked at her curiously. "What's with the long face?".

Lisa looked at Jisoo pouting her little innocent face.

"YG forced me to have a 2 hour meeting with him and don't forget hosting at Music Bank!".

Jisoo sighed and looked around the room still feeling a not so good atmosphere more like tiredness, we haven't had a comeback and I know Lisa is lying she begged YG for another comeback and of course it's the big "NO!". Jisoo trusted Lisa the most out of every one of the members, they have been a support pillow to each other whenever they needed it.

"Lisa I know you are lying you have really been down and not your usual self lately....where is the Lisa that brought the energy up and taught me to be confident?".

Lisa looked at Jisoo for a few cold hard seconds.

"Look...I'm human and I don't have to be happy all the time...I just need space that's all...I'm exhausted".

Jisoo sighed and yawned. "If you say so...".

Jisoo still felt iffy about her words but she had a good feeling Lisa had good intentions and won't mess anything up hopefully.

Jisoo felt the sudden urge to throw up knowing she had dance practice for a upcoming comeback or maybe just a dumb modeling promotion, she didn't want her fans to leave but YG is a dick so he wouldn't care if they flopped...Jisoo once overheard YG secretly talking about taking BLACKPINK's money for his gambling shit that made Jisoo very angry but yet she was afraid to say anything about it if she did the public would go mad.

Jisoo looked at her ceiling as she held her pillow tightly. She wanted to have just as much Jennie had but Jennie was always in the way she wanted it to be her time to shine.

Jisoo heard overheard a phone call coming outside of her room.

"I'm gonna have a solo debut?!". Jennie exclaimed as this was the first time she got recognition but it surely isn't surprising and the other members are just pretending to be happy at this point so was she.

Why can't it be for me instead?

I don't get anything special I'm like a backup dancer just there to stand and look pretty