Title credit goes to Chelsea Grin. I seriously love their music so much ugh.
I was woken from an uneasy sleep to banging on my door. I always lock it before I sleep just in case and I was glad of that now seeing as I finally recognized the voice telling me to open it.
"Go away, Danny." I said, turning over in my bed. All of a sudden the door unlocked and Danny walked in. "How did you.. never mind that. What do you want it's fucking 2 in the morning."
"I wanted to come and make sure you were alright." He replied, sitting on the edge of my bed. I turned to the wall and curled deeper into my blanket as I felt that uneasy feeling in my stomach.
"Why would you care. I'm fine." I mumbled.
"Fine is something someone who is surely not fine would say."
"I'm just tired."
"As is that. I know you're not."
"Honestly Danny. Why the hell would it matter to you."
"Is it because of Chloe?" He asked. I cringed at the sound of her name and my mind couldn't help but to think back to what happened earlier. "Ah so it is."
"Again. Why would it matter to you. We aren't a couple. We aren't a thing. You can do whatever you want." I said.
"I spoke to myself in the mirror for awhile tonight. I made a promise that I would never fuck up having you in my life." He said, quoting a Man Overboard song. I turned over to look at him. It was dark and only the moon was shining surprisingly so all I saw was him from the light off the moon. "I'm sorry Benji." He murmured, kissing the side of my head before getting up to leave.
"It's alright Danny. I'm used to it now." I said quietly, facing the wall again. It was completely silent for a second and I had thought Danny already left until I heard his footsteps slowly fading.
-Danny-
"It's alright Danny. I'm used to it now." Ben said softly. I stopped for a second. For some reason that hit me hard. I feel like a right cunt now. Tears burned my eyes and I wanted to go over to him but I walked away. Once I made it out of Ben's house, the tears finally started falling. Why am I crying? I did it to him. But why. I know Chloe isn't a thing to me but sex now. Ben could actually very well be someone I could spend my life with. That I would even want to be with. But shit it's only been how long? A day? What the fuck Danny. I guess you could say love at first sight. But I'll probably just fuck it up like I always do. Danny Worsnop. The fuck up. God damn what have I done. What am I doing with my life anymore?
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ФанфикBenji always knew he was gay. Danny said he was as well. But when Ben professes his feelings, Danny says he feels the same, but doesn't show it. So how will this relationship play out? Or will it even be a relationship?
