"This pain..."

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I wish someone could see the pain in my eyes, one glance and know i'm not fine...

Maybe i was born to make them happy and see through their pain, but their not able to do the same.

Maybe i'm wasting my time away, but i refuse to run away from my problems. Sometimes i wanna face them, other times i wanna drown in them.

The pain has quadrupled, and its unremarkable to know so much but at times feel nothing.

Some days I want to believe I'm okay.

Other days i want to drown myself in the pain of others and just let it bury me ten feet into the ground.

Maybe I'm going numb?

   I don't know anymore, with these feelings i hold so dear.

    I feel i'm about to tear apart, and break my heart.

         Maybe it'll all be alright?

             That's what they say huh?

                   Well maybe it will be, but right now i just feel rain dropping on my shoulders and bringing them fifteen feet under making my shoulders drop to the ground or lower.

                           I don't know...

                                  Maybe i just don't wanna feel the rain anymore...


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Hiiiiii,

 Wow it's been awhile since i've wrote anything on this part of my account, lolp.

    but hey i'm back and hopefully will be posting more poems or whatever this part of my account was supposed to be.

      Until then, 

                  Author out.

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 02, 2020 ⏰

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