True love || Damon Salvatore

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Celeste Ramirez. That's my name. I live in a small town named mystic falls. Nothing wrong ever happens here or so that was what I had believed 'til a certain type of brothers came along. They were both remarkably handsome. But the oldest Salvatore had caught my eye, at first I had thought it was some silly crush, but then it turned into something more.

I sometimes longed for a moment alone with him. That, of course, was nearly impossible for he has always been pining for Elena. If I didn't know any better I would say that Elena has him wrapped around her finger. She didn't realize it at the moment, but I did. And if I were to admit it, I would say I was jealous. I mean who wouldn't be if you had two handsome men at your feet.

But as days went by, Damon and I had grown quiet close to each other. People might even call us friends. I may sometimes had wish that we were more than that, but I knew Damon only saw me as a friend so I decided to keep my feelings deep down inside me, and try not to show it too many times. That's what I had planned to do. I thought maybe if I hid my feelings they would go away, but they didn't. With every touch, every moment we talked, whenever we would just stay at each other in silence. My feelings grew. I would feel a strange feeling in my stomach every time I would find him staring at me.

But then I come back to realty. He didn't love me. Heck, I don't even think he likes me in that way. Plus a relationship is not what I need at the moment not after everything that has happened. I need to focus on my self. I need to help the people that I love, at their tough times. I can't let feelings get in the way. Because if I were to let someone in, they'd go like all the other people I had loved.

That's the hardest part of loving someone, is they eventually leave you. Either by choice or force. But in all, it still hurts the same. Knowing that they may never come back. That you won't be able to see them again. At least that's only me, most of my friends' loved ones always come back, since most of their loved ones are supernatural. Not to me though my family wasn't supernatural, they were humans, there's was nothing extraordinary about them. They didn't know what I know. They didn't know about the supernatural. In a way, I envied that, they didn't have to worry about when you were going to die, when something bad was going to happen, they were clueless.

This is my story. My life. It was very horrifying, yes, but at time they were also wonderful. I would probably be dead if I hadn't had known about this whole new side of the world. But I know, without a doubt, that I would be bored most of the time. And as most people know, I don't like be bored quiet often. And for that I thank the Salvatore brothers, they were anything but boring. Especially Damon, that is one of the reasons why I was so fond of him.