Secrets Behind Finding Rafael

8:14 PM

Dae

Umupo ako sa isang sulok. Malayo sa kanila. They are fucking doing shits I can't understand. Shantal and his fucking witty brain are doing something to track where the hell Rafael is right now.

I am too fucking scared to figure out their shit.

I just chose to fucking sit here and wait for their motherfucking solution.

My days began to change after that day.

After I kissed Rafael.

I changed.

My life changed.

And it was because of him.

I found myself getting lost without him. I can't last a day without seeing him. And I fucking don't know what my little brain was up to.

It's just . . . weird.

I am fucking homophobic all my life then this shit will happen.

The fuck? Is this my karma?

I don't care, I like it.

I fucking love it.

Right now, I am infront of Rafael's gate. I am forcing him to fucking let me in. I want to fucking see him. I want him to fucking satisfy my dick. Again.

A moment of persuading happened before he gave up. He is with his knitted brows when he opened the door of their fucking house.

Lumawak ang ngiti ko noong pinagbuksan niya ako ng gate. Kabaligtaran ng mukha ko ang sa kanya. He fucking rolled his eyes at me. I just smirk.

"What do you want? Dae, it's already nine in the freaking evening." He annoyedly said.

"You." My grin grew wider. "I want you."

His jaw clenched. Halata ang pagpipigil niya ng inis. "The hell with you? Bakit ba ako lagi ang trip mo--"

I cut him off, "Because I fucking need you to satisfy my dick."

"Pero bakit ako?" His eyes is carefully searching my emotions. "Marami namang nagkakandarapang gawin iyon sa 'yo, bakit ako pa?"

I blink.

Bakit nga ba?

Tangina, bakit?

My mouth goes slack. I can't find any words to answer him.

Then out of nowhere, we heard a voice from his back. It was came from his mother. And swear, it fell like I hit a motherfucking buzzer beater. It's like I was saved by the fucking bell.

"Anak, who's with you?"

Agad na namutla ang mukha ni Rafael. Then he turned his face to his mother. "Classmate ko, Ma. May project po kasi kaming gagawin." Natitigalgalan ang kanyang boses.

I fucking smile at her mother sweetly. I raise my hand and wave at her. "Hi po, Tita."

She smiled at me with same motherly smile that my deceased Mom used to give me. "Masiyado namang napagabi na itong pag-gawa niyo ng project, hijo?"

Then she raise her hand and gestured me to come in, "Pumasok na kayo dito at tapusin niyo na agad iyang project na iyan para hindi ka na gabihin ng uwi."

Lalong lumawak ang ngiti ko. Para bang mapupunit na ang mga pisngi ko sa lawak nito. "Sure po, Tita." Then I smile at Rafael with a knowing prudence. He just secretly rolled his eyes.