Jealousy

Chapter 3

Deku's POV

Contrary to the fact that I dodged my parents' death by that, I still was depressed. I preferred to believe that he actually cared for me, as if that was reality. But it isn't.

Reality is that he doesn't care for me one bit and is hoping that I would take a swan dive off the roof.

He had major effects on my mental and physical health.

First of all, I developed Stockholm syndrome because of him. I developed a scarring anxiety and a color draining depression. And because of him, I have several bruises on my abdomen, chest and lower back.

"...zuku? Izuku!" Shoto worriedly snapped his fingers in front of my eyes.

"Hmm?" I respond.

"You zoned out all of a sudden." he spoke, hints of worry appearing in his tone.

Shoto was always gentle with me, and I grew feelings for him, even though I was with Katsuki. I acknowledged these feelings these past months. It's true, I cared for Katsuki but the feelings were stronger towards Shoto. But I'm scared. I'm scared he'll be just like Kacchan. Gentle at first, but on second inspection, a rough brute.

"Want me to walk you home?" he implied.

I shakily nodded, agreeing to his suggestion.

Todoroki's POV

My hand slowly crept into his as we were walking back to his place.

As I locked fingers with him, he jumped, surprised by my actions. He relaxed once he saw it was just me.

His skin was smooth like glass and soft like cotton. His fingertips brushed against the back of my hand. "Izu..." I caught his attention, "I was scared to tell you this sooner, uhmm... I like you." I articulate.

The relaxed expression he once had turned into horror once I said that.

"I-I'm sorry... Uhm I'm not ready f-for a relationship.." he calmly unlocked his fingers and speed ran to his house. I slapped myself. I'm so stupid, of course he wouldn't like me and even if he did he still has trauma from his relationship with Bakugou.

Deku's POV

Ok. I probably have off the wrong impression.

I'm in love with him to the core but I'm not ready for another relationship. Especially after Katsuki.

Shoucchan🍜

Ummm... I think I gave the wrong impression. I'd absolutely love to be in a relationship with you but I fear that you're going to be like Katsuki. I hope you don't think that's a silly reason...

Izu, it's completely fine. I understand having trauma.

Thank you so much Shoto! I promise you
As soon as I'm ready I'll date you without even having second thoughts!

Alright bye!

Bye Shoto!

Maybe it won't be that bad after all.