bakudeku SMUTTTTTTT

chapter 1 : the beginning

( this is timed in there third year so they are 17 to 18)
*No one's pov*
Bakugo roles over grunting as his alarm woke him up from an amazing dream of him kissing Deku on his neck while he moaned softly "FUCKING ALARM" Bakugo yelled as he got up out of bed and stumbled over to his closest and he pulled his clothes of looking at the cuts on his arms. He get the urge to cut them but he stop looking at the time seeing he only has three minutes till he has to leave "fuck.." he whispers as he throws on his uniform as Bakugo runs out and in to the elevator he tears up
                *Bakugo's pov*
Your useless

You made him cry 

Just kill your self

He hates you

"SHUT THE FUCK UP" I yelled before I fell to my knees crying. The voices in my head started the day I told Deku he should die.
   

     ~Flash back to five weeks ago~
"hey kacchan" izuku said
"What nerd" Bakugo said
"Umm I saw you looking at me a-ar- do you like m-me" izuku shyly creeps out
"ARE YOU CALLING ME GAY" bakugo yelled out
"n-no I jus-"izuku said on the edge of crying
"WHY DONT YOU JUST KYS " Bakugo said just as he regretted saying that
Deku ran away crying and Bakugo hear two voices diss him Bakugo ran to 'shitty hair'
" oi... Shi- kirashema"bakugo cryed out
"Yea Bakubro?" Kirashema said
"I... I told Deku to go and kys" bakugo cryed out " I don't even know why I just did" he continued
"Oh bakubro... Did you take you anger pills" kirashema said in pity
"N-no"bakugo said
              ~end flashback~

Bukugo snaps out of his daydream hearing kirashema "are you ok bakubro" a shocked kirashema said
"Y-yeah just remembered what happened five weeks ago...."a sad Bakugo said. Uraraka looked in and saw Bakugo "omg" she said as she ran in the elevator she hugged him and asked what's wrong "i... Five weeks ago I told Deku to kys but I didn't mean it " Bakugo cryed out
"Wow"she said shocked
"And he likes Deku but won't accept it" kirashema added
"You like Deku ?!?!" Uraraka said shocked "that's so cute" she added
"Ok fine I like him especially after the dream i has last night" Bakugo said looking down as he blushed
"What was is "uraraka said as she clapped "i ga-gaved Deku a hickey and Deku was moaning" he said as he looked up
"Well if you want that to happen you need to say sorry and soon tell him you like him"uraraka said "and I saw I'm looking at you yesterday"she added "y-y- what"Bakugo said as he got up "well let's go we don't want to be late"he added as he started to walk out of the dorms
      ~time skip to after school~

"Hey... Can we talk in private"Bakugo said
"S-sure"Deku said as he felt the heat rised to his cheeks
                   ~izuku's pov~
As i followed my crush to who knows we're I start to blush thinking he might like me and be asking me out as we stop I see we are at a cafè Bakugo opens the door and moves his hand "cute people first"Bakugo blurred out one he realised what he said he covered his mouth but I just walk in Bakugo walks in after me and says what do you want "I'll just have some cookies"I say as I get excited. We walk up and Bakugo order cookies but nothing for himself I thought that was weird but when I asked him he just said he was on a diet
~bakugos pov~
I walk usnover to a table and I blush"so what i wanted to talk about was that I l-... Would like to apologise for what k said five weeks ago I don't know why I said- I mean I do and it's because I don't want anyone to know I'm g-ga..gay"Bakugo said looking down to hide his blush
"Oh... It's ok I forgive you katsuki"izuku said as he looked down "well if that you wanted to say why would you bring me here?" Izuku questioned
"I wanted to makes it up to you because what I said was so mean and unnecessary"Bakugo said
~time cut to three weeks later~
"Hey.. izuku can i talk to you in private"Bakugo said
"O-ok"izuku said as he blushed looking down
Bakugo waited for everyone to leave till he spoke"izuku... I like-love you and i have ever since last year" Bakugo said as he looked in izukus eyes  "i-i love you too katsuki" izuku said as he looked into Bakugos eyes too
"Do you want to be my bf "Bakugo bit his lips as he put his hands In His pockets "yes ofc I do " izuku said as he jumpy up Kissing him not noticing that he put hand on Bakugo's dick ...

(I don't want to stop writing but i have to coz I want the smut in the next chapter I hope you liked this i do kinda but I'll have the next chapter out in like one day or 3 hours to when i post this 8:04 well for me also 903 words wow bye)