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D-Deku...?

(a/n I ended up not posting this lmao so Ima post this rn while I write the next chapterin my business class also I go by bones/leaf or ghost now c:)
      Also t/W panic attack?

          *Bakuhoes pov*
As I walk into my house the old hag yells something at me but I didn't hear what she said so I yelled back "WHAT DID YOU SAY OLD HAG" i yell with a confused face.
"I SAID TO CALL IZUKU HE WANTED TO TALK TO YOU" she said as she walked into the kitchen, I nodded to show that I heard what she said as I walked into my room and diled deku's number and looked through my clothes. Deku picked up after the 2nd ring. " H-hi Kachan" he said nervously as I heard some shuffling in the background it caught my attention but I choses to ignore it.
"What did you want to talk about" I said as I found an outfit"also make it quick I need to have a shower" I added as I walked to the bathroom.
"Well i-i wanted to say that m-me and my m-mum are move-moving to a-a-america in two d-days" deku said in-between sobs.
"W-what?!?!" I said in shock thinking I miss heard him.
"I-im sorry k-kachan b-but mum can't a-aford for us t-to stay h-hear anymore" he chocked out.
"Why can't you stay with me..." I quietly said as I felt tears fall down my face.
'y-you know m-my mum couldn't h-handle that..."deku barely managed to get out.
I felt my eyes get clouded with tears as I started it started to get harder to breath.
I stood there in shock about the news that I just got my hands started to shake as I fell to the floor and curled up in a ball
"K-kachan?" I fantley beard in the background as I started to feel light headed from not being able to breath, " k-kachan" deku said sounding worked bit I just sat there crying "I'm coming over K-kachan" deku said as I heard his door open and shut but I was to deep into my mind to hear him
Your worthless
Your pushing him away
Be doesn't like you
He pitty's you
Everyone hates your guts
They all want you to die
Nobody wan-
The voices were cut off by a small body hugging me, while still hyperventilating I looked up to see deku hugging me so I moved my body so I was hugging him back with my head hiding in the crook of his neck and him sitting on my lap. Me and deku sat there for what felt ages as he wipersd sweat nothing's in my ear and played with my hair, after a few minutes I fell asleep
         Deku's pov
I felt to boy in my arms fall asleep so I got up trying not to wake him up and used 5% of my querk to pick him up and put him on his bed, I got in next to the sleeping boy and cuddled into him