My Peverted Brother- Jeon Jungkook ff (COMPLETE)

~17~

'Y/n wake up'

I woke up to Jungkook shaking me.

'What?'

'Get out'

'W-what why'

'Get out of my room I don't even know why you're here'

'I'm here because you got drunk and almost slept with a girl, and you asked me to stay and was telling me you loved me'

'O-oh'

He looked down.

'I didn't sleep with euhna y/n'

'I know you didn't'

'She... she just... suc-'

'Ok ok, I believe you'

'I've messed up so badly, but now you're with Jimin'

'I know and I'm sorry'

He held my face in his hands and we both made eye contact.

He leaned in slowly and pecked my lips with his own and he hugged me tightly.

'Please... it's hurting me, to know I messed up like that, letting euhna do what she did, hurting you, you now being with Jimin'

'It's hurting me as well Jungkook, to know that euhna touched you in such a way, to see you kissing and almost touching another girl'

'Please... y/n, we can sort this out, I know we can'

'We might, but I'm going out with Jimin'

'I know'

He holds my hands and looks at me.

'I want you y/n, I need you, it's hurting to see you with him'

'I know it hurts Jungkook, but you have to get use to it'

'I don't think I will y/n'

I see his eyes tearing up, so I hug him, to hopefully make him feel a bit better about this whole situation.

He buries his head in the crook of my neck and I hear him sobbing.

'I can't do it y/n, I can't bare to see you with him, I want to be the one that makes you happy, I want to be that man, so badly'

'I'm sorry Jungkook'

I go to pull away from the hug but he pulls me back in and squeezes me.

'Don't go'

'Jungkook I need to get ready, I'm going out'

'W-with him...'

'Yes'

'Where'

'His aunties wedding'

'O-oh ok'

I stand up and skim my fingers over his cheek.

'I'm sorry, I really am jungkook'

'I know you are, but you're with him, if he hurts you I swear to god y/n I'll kill him'

'Okay'

I walk out of his room, feeling even more guilty than before.

I look at my phone and see that Jimin will pick me up in 2 hours so I need to get ready.

I go take a shower and go back into my room and get ready.

After I have my dress on I decided to put some light makeup on, not wanting to overdo it.

After I'm done I go downstairs and I see Jungkook sat at the counter, scrolling through his phone.

I go over and back hug him like I always does but he shoos me away.

'Don't'

'Why'

'Because I won't be able to hold back'

'Hold back what'

'From crying'

'Jungkook, do I really make you feel like that'

'Yes, y/n, you do'

'Jungkook I'm so so sorry'

'As you've said'

I go to hug him again, forcing him to return the hug.

'I can't do it'

'Yes y/n, you can and you will'

'Jungkook I can't, I can't see you hurting because of me'