The first day of school in 2006 is when it was the day she came into my life. I thought she was beautiful just an angel, and she was the heart and soul of the school. I thought she was the one but we started out as friends for a while. But i never knew thats all we would be she was dating an idiot who treated her like crap. It drove me crazy when they were dating because i knew she deserved better. so as i was thinking maybe if she realizes how much of a jerk he was so it ended up working. But then my cousin started dating her which was a douche move by him. He knew i liked her and i took her on a date to see twilight and they were texting each other. Then i noticed that one of her texts and i was gonna ask her out and he asked her out. I was so devastated when she said yes to him. Me and my cousin were bestfriends and so i let that slide but when they broke up. So i started sneaking out with my friends and her and her bestfriend. 'Then as i was walking beside her when the moon was at an eclipse i tried holding her hand. But she moved her hand at that moment i was so embarrased because my bestfriend was holding her bestfriends hand. And i was stuck by my soulmate who didnt even know i liked her. I already have had so many moments to ask her out but it always backfired. I couldnt live without her she was my reason of waking up in the morning. But then this wasnt a moment this day it was a nightmare she was moving. I couldnt say anything or think i was so depressed i was actually thinking of giving up love. So what happened next you say... Well she was gone for 3 years and i was still devastated and everyday i couldnt stop thinking of her. She was always cool and fun when i ever hungout with her we would go on a walk and listen to skrillex. She loved skrillex just like i did i was crazy about her and i doubt she feels the same way about me. So i decided to give up love so i focused on grades for now. So i was never gonna give up on faith i knew faith wouldnt separate us. And guess what 3 years later i wasnt wrong i was in p.e and she walked in the door and i was so shocked that i couldnt stop smiling. And so our life started just like new, and me and my bestfriend well i thought he was we hungout with her and her other bestfriend. So we were playing ps3 and i was thinking to myself she likes ps3 too? There is no way we are going to stay friends for long. But i was wrong nothing changed it was still the same but then my feelings for her was gone. And we stayed friends for a year. But i thought i started developing feelings for another girl. When that hit me i knew she came back for a reason there is no way im gonna go to a different girl. But today at this moment as im typing this book about my misery she is gone. I know faith did it once but now i dont know if my beautiful is gone forever.
