Song of the chapter: I Lost A Friend {Finneas O' Connel}
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SCENES OF SELF HARM THAT MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU!
It's..............addicting.
I think that's the best way to describe it.
Seeing the red marks on your skin, you crave to see more. The pain becomes almost non existent. You want to feel the object pierce through your skin, to see the blood stain you. It's like your hand moves of its own accord, your eyes addicted to the sight.
It's like my nicotine and I can't help but want more.
I don't know why I do it. Don't ask me.
The voices......they say it's okay. They say it's normal. Is it?
Nadia doesn't seem to think it is. Neither do my family.
They're all staring at me as I lie on the hospital bed. I'm glad they don't ask.
Javadd is hugging me. He never hugs me.
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