TAKE YOU HOME (NOREN/JENREN)

Truth

It was around 7a.m when Jeno woke up next to Renjun. This is the first time in six years of their friendship seeing Renjun still sleeping next to him. Renjun like always leave early the next morning before Jeno could wake up next to him. However, it feels different. Everything seems surreal to him, when the sleepy male flutter his eyes, Jeno eno had the urge to just kiss him there on the spot.

"Hey good morning. Sunshine" Jeno gave him those smiles that Renjun hate the most. It does thing to Renjun heart too if Renjun were being honest. "Stop calling me sunshine. Ughh.. oh god my head hurts" Jeno pinch his nose and kiss his forehead tenderly.

"Woah you never kissed me before. What has gotten into you lately?" Renjun avoided Jeno gaze but he tries not to look so obvious.

"Hahaha nothing. I Just like kissing people y know. Injun- ah...Do you want to have dinner tonight?" Renjun just scoffed at the question. "Hello wake up did we not always have dinner together? Why are you even asking?" Jeno stared at the male but he just laugh it off.

"Well tonight's dinner should be special. I have something to tell you. Something important." Jeno was ready to confess his feelings tonight, it doesn't matter if Renjun hate him. He knows that Renjun always have Lucas in his heart. He's willing to sacrifice his many years of friendship just like that. It's for the best. "Well okay sure... "

When they both reached their office, the elevator opened up to a group of their friends congratulating Jeno. Renjun was dumbfounded at the side, and seeing Mr Lee and Mr Suh bringing cake to Jeno's really doesn't click anything. Firstly it's not Jeno's birthday and secondly Renjun always be the first to prepare him a birthday celebrations.

"Jeno?" They all suddenly stay quiet after hearing the Chinese male calling his name. "What's going on Jeno? What are all these about?"

"Wait you haven't told him, Jeno?" Said one of his colleague.

"Told me what Jeno?" Everyone looks frantic at the both of the male. So Mr suh dismissed everyone and told them to give some space to the two.

"You're were not supposed to find out like this. I'm sorry Renjun, should have told you sooner. " Jeno held his hand tightly and not wanting to let go of his hand.

"Look Renjun I'm moving away to China. Just in few days. I'm sorry Renjun i didn't mean to keep it from you." Renjun pushes Jeno's hands away. He could not believe what just came out from Jeno's mouth. "Please tell me you're lying. China? We promised to stay closed. You were the one that wants me to work here when I'm about to left for China. I followed your decision Jeno!"

Jeno knows that he was the reason why Renjun is still in Korea. He knows that the smaller male planned to move back to China but he did not, and it was all because of Jeno. "Im truly sorry Renjun...this is for the best Renjun, I can't just be there for you all the time-" Jeno realized it was a mistake for him to say this, its not even the reason why he is moving to China. He can't stand having unrequited love. He knows that what he did is selfish but he just can't help it.

"I Fucking hate you Jeno! How could you keep this thing from me! We promise to stay together! We made it this far-" Renjun pushes Jeno away when Jeno tries to calm him down. it was a mistake.

Jeno chased after the smaller male, taking the stairs seven floors down trying to chase the smaller male. But only catch a glimpse of the small male running towards the taxi.

He drove himself that night to Renjun's apartment but no one is answering the door. He didn't know where else Renjun could be. He tried calling so many time Renjun isn't answering any his calls. He's leaving in a few days and he just want to see Renjun.