Chapter 1・||・Will It ever change..?: Starting Off

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//It's lunch time, everyone is eating and talking to their friends, But I sit there, staring at Eren and mumbling to myself// His eyes, the beautiful calming light green they are, lure me in.. I have to stop before someone catches me, but I can't seem to look away.

//Eren sees her and looks back// O-Oh no.. //I quickly look down at my food, thinking in my head// That was really close..

Why and how do I get lost in his eyes? H-Hes my adoptive family.. Just.. Get it together, Mikasa! //Someone walks over. It's Eren//

"Hey, Mikasa!"

//Thinks again// No.. I can't get lost in them again or he'll think something's wrong.. "Hi, Eren", I respond with a slightly shaky voice.

"Why were you staring at me? Was there something you needed to say?" Eren asks questionably.

"N-No. Erm it's just.. I..." //Starts to look around// "I'm looking for something..?" Im embarrassing myself.. I gotta get this straight..

"Oh, can I help look..?"

.. "Uh I don't need any help 'cause I already asked.. Uh.. Sasha.. I already asked her to help me." Whew.. Hopefully I don't seem suspicious.

"Oh, Okay. Good luck finding it!" //Eren then gets up and walks back to his table, I start fully thinking to myself//

Do I have feelings for him? Or.. Is it just I'm tired or whatever? I'll be fine tomorrow, or it's probably just a phase. Yeah, a phase.

//I walk out to my bed and go to sleep, the next morning I wake up and see Eren on the other side of the room, on the top bunk and think to myself//

He's so cute, I love how persistent and ambitious he is..

Huh?! Wh-What am I saying?!

Do I REALLY think that?

I've gotten sleep.. A-Am I zoning out?

Is this even reality?

How do I know this isn't a dream?

There's so many things I'm asking myself, I don't even know the answers..

I'm not a dictionary of love, I keep questioning everything, as if I have answers. Why?

There I go again.

Maybe I really do love him..

Will it stay this way? W-Will it possibly ever change..?

//Gets out of bed and climbs on his bed, getting on top of him//

"Eren, Wake up.."

//Groans//

"Eren!!"

"Huh?! //Redness fills up his cheeks// M-Mikasa..? Why-Why are yo--"

"I think.. I think I.."

"..."

"I think I like.."

"???!!!"

"I think I like, heard someone say they have a small crush on me.. Other than horse." I say, trying to sound innocent for whatever reason, I really don't even know why myself.

"Wh-What?! Grrr.."

"Why are you angry?"

"Tch.." //Eren looks the other way, clearly angry and he knows it//

"I'm not angry.."

"Whatever.." //I smile a little, 'cause I know he's angry. I suddenly rub on him at the bottom a little and slowly//

"EH?! Mikasa what are you doing?!?!" //His face becoming more flustered//

"What? I'm not doing anything." //I stop and faintly feel something hard, but I play along as if I dont know what it is//

"What do you have under this cover that's hard?"

//By now, his whole face is red// "U-Uh.. Mikasa, I have something to tell you.."

"What is it?"

"I, I have feelings for you"

//Eyes widen//

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