//It's lunch time, everyone is eating and talking to their friends, But I sit there, staring at Eren and mumbling to myself// His eyes, the beautiful calming light green they are, lure me in.. I have to stop before someone catches me, but I can't seem to look away.
//Eren sees her and looks back// O-Oh no.. //I quickly look down at my food, thinking in my head// That was really close..
Why and how do I get lost in his eyes? H-Hes my adoptive family.. Just.. Get it together, Mikasa! //Someone walks over. It's Eren//
"Hey, Mikasa!"
//Thinks again// No.. I can't get lost in them again or he'll think something's wrong.. "Hi, Eren", I respond with a slightly shaky voice.
"Why were you staring at me? Was there something you needed to say?" Eren asks questionably.
"N-No. Erm it's just.. I..." //Starts to look around// "I'm looking for something..?" Im embarrassing myself.. I gotta get this straight..
"Oh, can I help look..?"
.. "Uh I don't need any help 'cause I already asked.. Uh.. Sasha.. I already asked her to help me." Whew.. Hopefully I don't seem suspicious.
"Oh, Okay. Good luck finding it!" //Eren then gets up and walks back to his table, I start fully thinking to myself//
Do I have feelings for him? Or.. Is it just I'm tired or whatever? I'll be fine tomorrow, or it's probably just a phase. Yeah, a phase.
//I walk out to my bed and go to sleep, the next morning I wake up and see Eren on the other side of the room, on the top bunk and think to myself//
He's so cute, I love how persistent and ambitious he is..
Huh?! Wh-What am I saying?!
Do I REALLY think that?
I've gotten sleep.. A-Am I zoning out?
Is this even reality?
How do I know this isn't a dream?
There's so many things I'm asking myself, I don't even know the answers..
I'm not a dictionary of love, I keep questioning everything, as if I have answers. Why?
There I go again.
Maybe I really do love him..
Will it stay this way? W-Will it possibly ever change..?
//Gets out of bed and climbs on his bed, getting on top of him//
"Eren, Wake up.."
//Groans//
"Eren!!"
"Huh?! //Redness fills up his cheeks// M-Mikasa..? Why-Why are yo--"
"I think.. I think I.."
"..."
"I think I like.."
"???!!!"
"I think I like, heard someone say they have a small crush on me.. Other than horse." I say, trying to sound innocent for whatever reason, I really don't even know why myself.
"Wh-What?! Grrr.."
"Why are you angry?"
"Tch.." //Eren looks the other way, clearly angry and he knows it//
"I'm not angry.."
"Whatever.." //I smile a little, 'cause I know he's angry. I suddenly rub on him at the bottom a little and slowly//
"EH?! Mikasa what are you doing?!?!" //His face becoming more flustered//
"What? I'm not doing anything." //I stop and faintly feel something hard, but I play along as if I dont know what it is//
"What do you have under this cover that's hard?"
//By now, his whole face is red// "U-Uh.. Mikasa, I have something to tell you.."
"What is it?"
"I, I have feelings for you"
//Eyes widen//
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Just a Dream..?
FanficMikasa and Eren were always close, ever since they met, but now things change and feelings get boosted to more than just family. She doesnt know what to think, or if he will feel the same way? Will Eren think of her as just merely family? Find out...