Falling for Williams

Chapter nine

"You will understand tonight" I must confess that i am terrified of the truth, terrified of what i will feel.

7:00 pm

I have been staring at my reflection in the mirror for longer than five minutes, i can't get myself to move or get dressed, how can any of this be real, I am Clara Smith, twenty years old, literature student.

"Clara, you can't just stand in front of the mirror all day"

"Sure Angie..."

I got dressed slowly, almost without noticing i was doing it.

7:38 Right i should get going. I got off tha car and walked towards him, he looked beautiful in the moonlight, Oh drop it

"You came"

"I didnt have i choice did i?"  A smirk formed on his face, He took hold of my hand and dragged me deep into a forest and into a small house

"Mathew? How come i'm not getting any flashbacks? we are in fact touching"

"Well, i started doing a lot of research after i started getting dreams, if i concentrate hard enough i can hold the energy that causes our flashbacks, it took me a really long time but turned out okay"

Well now i feel like total rubish

We approched the house, something about it seemed so familiar. The suroundings too.

"Have we been here before?"

"Yes we have clara, this is our house"

"Our house? what do you mean our house"

"We used to live here, well lets get to the explaining part, i've done some research and we can in fact go back in time, back to where we died, if there is enough energy, but i dont believe you're comfortable with that, am i right?"

"Bloody hell you are" 

"Is there a way that i can get you to love me again Smith?"

My mouth was dry, i couldnt get myself to speak, how was i suposed to say that i craved his skin more than anything in this world and that at the same time i was madly confused.

"You dont have to answer, anyways im here to expalin and show you everything. all my research"
He got up and grabbed some boxes 

"In here i have most of your answers, for starters, why we are here and why we cant die"

He took out a glass botle with blue liquid that sparkled

"This is what your sister created but its modified, the one your sister created brought us back to life but took us to a diferent time, it moved us through time and space, something that is known as an imposible thing, it was also very strong, strong enough to erase every memory. but the one i've modified only brings us back to life, we wake up in the exact same place, just look, "

 He drank the liquid, grabed a knife and stabed himself.

"What! no no, dont die on me! mathew!! MATHEW!"

His eyes shot open and he started to cough

"What on earth where you thinking! stabbing yourself! you could have died"

He started laughing "Dont you see Clara? i can't die! i dont die" He held the liguid up

"And what about that" I said as i pointed towards his stomach, where it  was bleeding

"Look" he said, He took off his shirt and put my hand on his wound, It started Healing by itself, soon it was completely gone, my hand remained on his stomach, my eyes moved to meet his.

"So it's all true" i whispered

"Yes my love, it all is"

I kissed him with all my strenght, he pulled me down and kissed me back eagerly, hungry even.  I touched his arms, my hands moving up to his hair, which made him moan.His hands moved to my zipper, and i let him because i understood now.

So this was chapter nine! i considered leaving the story but i really want to continue it for myself, anyways to whoever is reading it thank you so much!