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I think it's about time I talk about this. As you know, I'm pretty "hyperactive" on here. But really I'm just boring as hell. I'm the most antisocial person you'll ever know. I've been on my base for about 8 months, wanna know how many times I've willingly left this shithole? Maybe twice. I'm starting to notice how antisocial I am. My best friend Rodriguez, whom I've shared fond memories with, I've found myself not having the energy to walk not even a mile to his room to hang out. I've never smoked pot, it actually makes me feel uncomfortable, not cause I hate it, because I wanted to try it in high school and fit in with the popular guys but I got casted out. Now my moms ex died from Lung Cancer and here I am addicted to nicotine at the age of 19. I don't go anywhere, I don't talk to anyone irl, (except my co-workers), I just sit in my room. Depressed. Maybe I should go back on my meds? Idk. When I was on them no one ever wanted to hang out anyway, now I'm the one who doesn't wanna go anywhere. It's funny, my family came down to see me and I didn't even wanna be there, I just wanted to be by myself, alone. Yet I hate being alone, ironic isn't it? Maybe I have something seriously wrong with me, cause I'm not depressed right now, no, I'm just....here, y'know? Wish there was something I could do. That I could motivate myself enough to do something.
