My aka Vera's story

Why are you here..!?

I walk back to my motorcycle, I put on my helmet and turned the key to start the motor and feel the motor purr from under me, I was about to leave the place that will keep my sister and the dead people safe when I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn my head and it's............ It's my mother.?! The woman who left me when I was a baby! A BABY!!! She takes one to two steps back. "h-hello vera, I- I'm your mother.." she said with a smile on her face, " I know who you are! " I said back in a Nasty voice. " vera your....... Your going to come live with me now?"

I go wide eyed, " I rather DIE then live with you.!!" I don't even want to know who she had to sleep with to get this apruvall from.... " B-but me and your brother are ready for you at home and you can go back to school wouldn't that be grate now...?" She said taking a step closer to me. " wait what!! I have a brother!!" I yelled at her. " please calm down.." She got closer to me..!¡ "No I will not!" I start my motorcycle once more. "Please vera come home with us, come home and be my little girl..!! " She said crying out to me. " I'm not you little girl and... AND YOUR NOT MY MOTHER!!!!!" I turned around and rode off.!! I look back, I saw her walking back to her car, it didn't matter anymore to me.

20 minutes later.......
I ride up to the place that I call home, I turn the car key to turn off the motor. I take off my helmet and fix my hair, I get off my motorcycle I make my way to our I mean now my apartment door.... my it means me.... I'm alone once more.. I take out my key that unlocks the Front door, I hear the door unlock "click" I turn the cold door knob and the door swings open. the room is pitch black with only the moon as it's lamp. I turn on the light and put my keys on the coffee table next to the door, I look down and see a picture of me and Stacey in Front of the Hollywood sign..... I was like only 8 in that picture. I turn the picture down so I want to have to see that picture. I close the door and lock it. I take off my jacket and throw it onto the couch and make my way to the bathroom.

I open the door and turn on the light. I look at myself in the Mira.
"I-I'm alone." I said trying not to cry, I had a angr came over me and punch the mirror. there I left a crack that I'm probably have to pay to fix it. I look down at my hand there was little pieces of glass and blood trickling from the cuts that are now going to kill when I clean them. I slowly take out the glass trying not to get blood on my close, I walk over and turn on the shower,

I slowly take off my shirt and try not to ruin it, after I made my way down to my pants unbuttoning and taking them off, including my underwear and bra. I open the curtain slightly so I can get into the shower, the water staying my cuts on my hand but I could care less about them right now,

I could really care less about anything right now and I like it when I have these moments when your Head is blank and there's no feelings or emotions coming over you just feel nothing but then reality floods back into your head feelings, pain, and happiness all comes rushing back into your life. I look down at my arms wishing I had new ones, my arms are fill with scars of my cutting day including my legs, size and ankles. I pull back my hair and take a deep breath.

I turn around and turn off the shower. I step out and grab two towels, ones for my hair, the other for my body. I wrap my hair and the nice warm towel and put it up like Indian style basically, I The other towel wrapped around my body like a dress but with no straps and your hands keeping it together. I wake out of the bathroom and go into my room, I take out my matching bra and underwear , my baggy sweatshirt with my tank top and my yoga pants too. I put them on and put my hair in a messy bun, I walk to the living room and turn on the tv. everything was peaceful and quiet... They there was someone at the door? I look at the clock 11:39, huh? who could be up at this time, I get up and make my way to the door. I open the door and fine a tall, handsome, jock at my door..?! "Umm can I help you with something..?!" I said a confuse voice and to be honest I never had a boy the same age as me come to my door so this is well all new to me. " yeah." he said while walking into my house..... wait what..?!! "Hey! What do you think your doing huh.?! You can't just walk in my house or anyone's house with out permission or your invited in!!" Why would anybody do that doesn't he have common sense God. "oh well can I come in..?"

"No!" I said angrily. "oh well, hi I'm November your older bother." my mouth drops in shock. I started laughing, "what's so funny ?"
" Did that THING call mother or the women who left me when I was only 4 sent you to coming get me..?!" I said in a nasty and sarcastic voice. "yup, your coming home with me." And tries to grab my hand. "like hell I am!!" I rather die than live with her." I'm not going, like she ever expected me to go live with her. after all she did to me.....
" fine but will you come with me to a party?"

I look at him like he can't be serious about that. "why.?"
"Come on." I don't no why but I went with him and now I'm thinking about it more I wish I hadn't... I walk out side with the boy who says he's my brother when he could be a average every day person just looking for someone to fuck or just get with, I could the door be hide me and lock it. when I turned back there sitting in front of my house a red mustang with black leather seats.
"Wow!" I go wide eyed and my mouth drops open with shock, " are you coming or what." he said with a Half smile , " Y-Yaeh I'm coming." I can't believe my eyes, my brother has a mustang.... A MUSTANG!!!! November opens the car door for me and I clime in. the first thing I notice is the picture in front of the dashboard a look at it closer and I see my mother and November I guess he really is my brother...... I'm not alone anymore I guess but I still feel like I am... I put my feet on the dashboard,

" Hey, hey!" Said November in a angry voice, "umm hay is for horses November and I'm pretty sure your not a horse." I said back in a sarcastically voice. " Smart ass..." I take my feet off the Dashboard. "yeah but at least I'am not dumb ass." I said well laughing At him, I look over and see November didn't think that was funny. his eyes where narrowed like at cheetahs trying to pry on its next meal and I guess I was it's next meal.... I stop laughing and turned my head sharply to the window of the car. "hey we're we going anyways." there was a minuet of silence, it was so quiet you could hear the crickets outside of the car chirping.

"Umm November..... November!!!" He still didn't answer me.. "fine don't answer me.." I said wall crossing my arms and looking out of the window once more. I hear the car start, the The motor of the car sound bigger and more beautiful then my motorcycle. about 3 minutes later we where on the hight way. the lights of the city where beautiful like the fourth of July. I put my hands up against the window like a little kid would do. "hey pipsqueak having fun there?" November asked well laughing. I turn around to look at him. "oh so now you want to talk to me." I said back and see November begin to smile, I lane back into the set and close my eyes.

10 minutes later.......
I wake up to the sound of music and the smell of the beach? I set up and get out of the car. I see to many kids but there all about my age, not Younger or older than me the same age. I can't fine November. I feel something hit my back and I fall to the ground, "oh shit my bad!" I turn around and see a blond check help me up. "You ok?! I didn't mean to hit you my skate bored got into the way." I look done and see she has a long bored. "nice long board where you get it or is it custom-made? And it's ok I know how to take a skateboard to my back." I said back to her well laughing. she looks up and done at me and starts laughing. "well that's good.! Hi I'm sky and this is Jess." I look around. " Umm who." sky turns around and see her friend isn't with her. "oh! Haha! Hey Jess over here!!" I see a another blond Check walk over with a monster in her hand, she has the Cherry flavor. how can I tell? The sides of her lips are red. "hey I'm Jess, and well come to my party!!" Said well throwing a fist in the air.

"Oh why do you always do that Jess." said sky and puts her hand on her hand, "well she was never going to no who knowing this awesome party! And hey I got beer this time not stupid soda."
They keep going at it for about A couple minutes more,
"Hey vera what do you think about my awesome party." asked Jess, "it's ok" I said back to her and look around, still no sign of November. "hey who did you come with here anyways..?" Said sky, I turned my hand back to them. "my brother, his name is November." there mouths drop and go wide eyed like I said something so important or shocking to them. "y-your vera fisher!" yelled sky. " ya why?" Jess drops here drink onto the grawn, the both of there mouths drop open, "hey vera!! Oh umm are they ok" I look back and see November beside me. I look back at the girls and see sky is gone "umm ya I should go now but see you at school vera" Jess runs off saving back at me smiling. "Ok see ya...wait what?!" I look at November and narrow my eyes "what was she talking about?!" Novembers smiles nervously "oh ya umm your going back to school"....