He looks at you with that familiar smile you've know most of your life
You smile back with much needed force, wishing he doesn't see the pain beneath your eyes
He calls you just to say "Hi"
You laugh and say "Hi" back, wishing he doesn't hear the fake joy behind your voice
He talks to you about the one he really loves
You give him advise like any friend would, wishing it were you instead
He gets the girl he's been dreaming of for years
You lose a best friend, knowing you never had any real chance, but wishing he chose you instead
He forgets about you for weeks at a time
You feel the weight of pain and betrayal heavy in your heart, and have to let him go, knowing its best for him but wishing it wasn't.
He is happy
So...
You are happy
Only your not.
