Its been a while since I have been thinking about breaking up with Shane. I know I might seem mean because he is so perfect but I really just want a Mr. Right Now. I wish I was heartless so I could break up with Shane and let him live his life. I want a guy who can show me how to love ,what it feels to have a broken heart and to teach me how to make love. I want someone who is almost the complete opposite of Shane. Shane is what I wanted but isn't what I need. Oh gosh and I keep leading Daniel on. I really need to control myself. I think its because my body wants to find a guy who I have chemistry with. My brain unfortunately can't help with this dilemma and with my heart completely not interested. I need someone to share raw passion with.
You know like in 50 shades of grey when Ana's heart races when she sees Christian. I want that! It would be nice for once to have a guy who makes me get hot just by hearing his name. Last time that happened was with Matt. Guy broke my heart like a dish at a greek wedding. Oh I heard he is involved with Monica . Anyways back to planet me. I want him to stir my curiosity, take me to exotic places, hold me like he won't let go. He must just be damn fine I can deal with bad traits like jealousy, nail biting, and other things I mean we are human after all. Imagine this...
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Spectrum (Interracial Love Bwwm)
RomanceStep into the world of Gwendolynn Pete, college student who falls for the sexiest man in town Dragomir Bargouti, an oil prince who is not about blending in the crowd. These two venture into an unlikely romance.
