My Fearless Boys

♕Chapter 21 ♕

Everyone was sitting in a car, everyone's breathing erratic.

Yoongi was curled into a ball, unheard sobs racking his tiny body. He keeps replaying shooting Taehyung, taking away his life like his mother did. He never wanted to be like him, but here he is.

Jungkook was silently crying as well, anger and sadness radiating off of him like a tidal wave. He never felt so much emotion towards something. He wished he'd never brought Yoongi here, never let Yoongi see his ex love. His first love, his first for everything. Taehyung and him may have been not together but seeing your first love dying before your eyes had to hurt.

The other guys were bickering back and forth. Hoseok was explaining Yoongis past, cuddling the tiny boy in his arms. The others were pissed at him, knowing how much Taehyung meant to Jungkook.

"He shouldn't have done that!" Namjoon hisses at Hoseok.

"Did you not just hear me? Yoongi watched his father shoot his own mother. Do you know how that would feel? Has that happened to you?"

Namjoon pinches the ridge of his nose and sighs, feeling guilty for coming at Yoongi like that. He didn't know the olders past traumas and now that he does that's all he could think about.

"I-I'm sorry.. but you have to also understand that Taehyung was Jungkooks first love."

Hoseok rolls his eyes. "I know Namjoon. I've done business with them before.. nothing is new."

Namjoon shakes his head and looks over at a silently crying Jungkook. Tears falling down his face but his fave void of any emotion. Nothing.

Namjoon has seen that look before and it meant no good for him and the rest of the members of the gang. When he went void of any emotion, he always treated them wrongly. Always barking orders and cramping himself in his office. He only ever came out and that was too either yell at someone or to go on a mission.

"Yoongi.. breathe.."

Namjoon looks back over at Yoongi and Hoseok and sees Yoongi panicking.

A panic attack..

Yoongi is struggling to breathe, barely taking in any oxygen. He feels the world crumbling under his feet, his whole world exploding.

"Yoongi.. focus on my voice.."

By then everyone, even Jungkook, was looking at Yoongi. Seeing his shaking and crying.

Jungkook wanted to comfort him but couldn't move. He didn't want his baby hurting but he knows he needs to be away from him for a while, let things settle down.

Hoseok whispers something into Yoongis ear and he slowly starts taking in oxygen.

"Good.. good." Hoseok praises.

"One.. two.. three.." Yoongi whispers, breathing in and out.

All too soon Yoongi is fine, but tears are still streaming down his face.

Hoseok frowns and hugs the older, trying to comfort him.

Jungkook frowns too and turns away, jealousy in the pit of his stomach.

It's been about a week since that terrible event that happened in California. Yoongi shooting Taehyung while Jungkook watched his first love take his last breath.

Yoongi has been caged up in his room, not leaving. He lays in bed, silently crying everyday. He smells and looks like shit. Very, very noticeable bags under his eyes. Glossy eyes and chapped lips. He doesn't bother changing into regular everyday clothes because he doesn't want to leave his bed. He doesn't want to leave his room in general.