One Direction Imagines and Preferences <3

A Harry Imagine and a bonus Niall Imagine

Dramatic Harry Imagine

Your body shivered as your feet touched the ice cold tiles of the bathroom. You leaned up against the counter as you looked at your reflection in the mirror, watching the tears roll down your flushed cheeks. You wiped away the smudged mascara under your eyes, smearing it even more. You sighed before closing your eyes. Your body began to shake uncontrollably as you took in short intakes of breath, more tears flooded down your cheeks as you began to break down. Your sobs grew loud as you pushed yourself up against the wall, slowly sinking to the floor. You rested your head on your knees as your wrapped your arms protectively around yourself, rocking slowly back and forth. You breathed in a sharp breath of air as all the hateful comments and remarks came flooding back. “Worthless” You mumbled as you began to dig your nails into your arms, drawing blood and pain. Your body began to shake more violently as you hit your head against the wall, your breath quickening. You stared blankly ahead, your body quivering. Your mind began to wander as you thought about ways to escape the hell you felt you had been trapped in. You ran your fingers through your hair, your hands resting on the back of your neck as you contemplated. “Who would miss me?” You barely whispered. *They were right. Harry doesn’t want me. I’m worthless… I’m holding him back…* you thought to yourself. You trailed your hands from your neck, down your body before gripping onto your knees. You flung your head back as you let a scream escape your lips. You abruptly stood up before steadying yourself as your tears blurred your vision, you hastily made your way over to the bathroom cabinet fumbling through the tiny prescription bottles before finding what you needed so desperately. The world became silent as you fixed your eyes on the label, all you could hear was the sound of you quick sharp breaths. You hesitantly opened the safety lid before pouring its contents into the palm of your hand. “This is it” You whispered to yourself before talking in a large gulp of air. “Hey love…” Harry called before you heard him climbing up the stairs. You froze, unable to lift your eyes from the sleeping pills in your hands. “Hey B-” Harry paused. Your eyes found his as you dropped the bottle of pills on the ground, everything felt as if it was in slow motion. “I…I can’t…” You stuttered as tears began to run down your cheeks. “Harry…” You began, his face portraying the pain he felt. “Why?...” His voice broke as tears threatened to leave his eyes. He hesitantly walked towards you, cautious of how fragile you were. “The fans…” You whispered, scared of his reaction. You knew how much he loved his fans, you didn’t want to ruin his relationship with them so you decided to ruin your own. “Why didn’t you tell me?” His eyes pleaded. “Why didn’t you let me help you?” He asked, hurt. “Because Harry they were right.” You said softly, You no longer had any strength. “You deserve better. I’m setting you free…” Your voice wobbled. You looked away from Harry’s stare and focused on the painfully slow trickling of water out of the sink tap. “I love you…” He whimpered, moving closer before taking your hands in his. You could feel his warm breath in contrast to the icy cold room. You turned to face him, giving his hands a gentle squeeze. “You are the best and most important thing in my world. And it hurts knowing that you couldn’t come to me when things got this bad. If I…” Tears started to fall down his rosy pink cheeks as he fumbled for words. “If I ever lost you… I don’t know what…” He whispered. His eyes pleading for your understanding. “Please don’t leave me… I…I can’t e-” You cut him off with a gentle kiss. “Harry…I’m…I’m sorry” You stuttered, looking down at your feet. “Please don’t scare me like that again…” His voice sounding gravelly. You looked up to meet his perfect emerald green eyes. “I wont” you promised as he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into a hug. You snaked your arms around his neck before resting your head on his chest. “I will sort everything out with the fans. Everything will be okay I promise. Your safe now…” He whispered into your hair. “I promise” he said before kissing the top of your head. 

Bonus Niall imagine :)

“Niall, where are you taking me?” You laugh. Niall had covered your eyes with a blindfold, trying to keep the destination of your first date together a surprise. You stumbled a little on the concrete step “Sorry, babe. We’re almost there” Niall tells you through a smile. You’re finally down the last step as Niall takes off your blindfold revealing a white boat with blue detailing, tied to the dock on the lake. The sun was setting, leaving a light reflection on the water and the trees were lightly swaying in the warm breeze. “Niall” You gasped as you looked around at how romantic and beautiful your surroundings were. You turned to him, and see he’s watching you with a gentle smile across his face. He takes your hand and leads you to the boat, helping you into it while he passes you the heavy picnic basket. “Niall, what did you pack? The kitchen sink?” You said sarcastically as you held onto the basket which weighed a ton. He laughed, getting into the boat himself and using the oars to take you further out onto the lake. He stopped paddling when you reached the middle of the lake, the warm sun behind you. “This is so romantic” You tell Niall, while looking into his beautiful ocean blue eyes. He leaned in to kiss you, but the sudden shift in weight rocked the boat. You squalled as your body touched the ice cold water, your arms searching for Niall. “You okay?” He asks you, you nodded grabbing hold of him. He wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you in the water. You leaned in and kissed him passionately. You both began to laugh and splash around in the bitter cold water. When you finally made it back to the bank, you both laid down on the grass and looked up at the pink sky. He turned to look at you and smiled “This was the best first date ever.” He told you, you giggled. “I agree” You said before leaning in and kissing him.

I know it's not the best but, whatever haha :) Just wanted to say that I didn't mean to offend anyone in my Harry imagine and if you ever need someone to talk to you can message me on Tumblr (irishlovin) and we can talk :) This isn't an emty offer, I mean it x