when he came back

Chapter 2

Its been three years and here I am, without him and since he has left I have heard nothing from him or about him. Not even his sister knows where he is. Still to this day, I worry about him wondering if he is ok or even still alive. The twins always ask about their father but to be honest I don't even know what to tell them. It breaks my heart when they ask if they're the reason he left and I even get a bit Mad at Antonio: Because it's his fault our children think they pushed him away, It's his fault our children grew up without there real father and it's his fault I'm heartbroken and here without my true lover. My vision started to go blurry as I felt tears well up in my eyes. "Stop it Eleina you're stronger than that," I said to myself as I pinched my arm. Then I heard loud footsteps heading straight towards the kitchen.

"MAMA GUESS WHAT?" A loud Leonardo said bursting through the door with his younger twin brother not too far behind him.

"What is it little ones?" I said in a chuckle as both the twins run out of breath.

"No Mama don't listen to him," Raphael said swatting at his brother.

"HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND" shouted Leo.

I gasped Sarcastically.

"You idiot," Said Raphael as Leo started laughing.

"Now she is going to ask me all these questions about," Raphael said with his arms crossed

"That's exactly why I told her Dingus" As Leo said Mimicking Raphael's movement.

I started cracking up laughing, I love my sons so much. They stress me out, make me panic, make me sad and make me cry. BUT I would never trade them for the world cause I love them more then life it's self.

Then a flashback from when I was six months pregnant with the twins. Antonio was so proud of them even though they weren't even born. I wonder what he would think of them now.

"Mama are you ok," Raph said looking worried

"Was it because I called Raph a Dingus if so I didn't mean to?" Leo said nearly in tears.

"No of course, not Mama was just thinking how lucky she is to have two amazing twin boys," I said nearly down giving them a big hug.

"We love you, mama, more then you," they said in a calming voice

"And I love you all you guys" I felt big long arms wrapped around us.

I looked up and saw who it was it was Micheal, my new husband. We only got married at the start of this year. He's only one year older than me. He is a nice guy, he gets along great with the twins. He knows all about what happened with Antonino and he was really supportive about it. And to be honest, I only married him is because the twins got on with him really well and no other guy seemed to care as much for the twins as Antionio did...I... Mean Micheal did.

"Hey, amore how was your day," Micheal said helping me up and giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"It was ok the restaurant busy as usually what about you," I said returning the kiss.

"We all can't be successful I suppose, "He said with a sad smile.

"You will get there one day," I said hugging him tightly. He gave me a passionate kiss and again I failed to feel the spark like I did when Antionio kissed me.

"Ewwww," a voice said

"take it upstairs" I turned around and saw who it was. It was Antiono sisters Elenor.

"Sorry can't help myself," He said in a seductive voice.

"Well compose yourself cause I'm stealing eleina for a Ladies night," she said doing a whip. Micheal and I laughed.

"Well you girls have fun don't do anything stupid though," Micheal said while leaving the room.

"Let's go party," Elenor said with Jazz hands.

A Few minutes later

We arrived at the club and as soon as we entered the club I could feel the adrenaline and excitement. The music was pumping, the crowd was wild and the vodka was calling my name. It's been a few months since I've been here. I've been so busy with the restaurant and the kids I've hardly had time to think.

"Come on Lina let's go grab our vodka" She shouted over the loud pumping music

"Ok" I shouted back.

I followed Elenor through the wild crowd. But as I was walking through the crowd someone accidentally spilt some of their drink on me and when I went to see it was...I ...I was just shocked.

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