Hi my name is Alia
I have a perfect family... well thats what people think
They say i was rich
They say your lucky
How could they know
Do they know that im actually dying
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My mom is caring loving and perfect but ..idont know i just feel nothing she always busy busy BUSYYY.
My brother us also caring but when we fight it he always tells me how stupid and lonely i was
And iam some kind of the pupular girls a lot of people like me..but i dont whant them to like me its like your just making someone fall for you in no purpose ... ihate being pupular.
And I dont know my feelings anymore
I can feel happines but something deep down my heart just making it disappear... and Ooh my dad hehe
My mom and dad broke up not legally bcause we need to save money
I still love him but i had a little hatred left inside my heart
After new year he came ..after 7 months of dissapearance he came..but a sotur*manliligaw* of my mom came my dad saw that they were eating together just eating .He rush to come to beat the guy but my mom grandma and aunt stoped him .And my mom said to tha guy "go upstairs and hide" cause she know that my dad us going to beat him my mom is very beaten up bacause she keeps defending the guy also my grandma ang brother gut a beating and me i wa s just standing scared ..i started criying my i cant do anthing i text one of my friend my guy bestfriend and told him everything what happen it kinda make me fell calm to let it all out.But when u heard a glass shutterd it was caosed .and the guy escape . But he did nothing wrong.
The police came and when we got to the police station we cry a lot .and now her alone sitting in my chair at school wearing a smiling mask jusy not to make anyone worry.
Im sad but i hide it well
