Playful destiny

Chapter 1

2018/July
Ren's pov

The living room was filled with unopened boxes. I just moved out few days ago, and I'm not gonna lie this is hella stressing. Moving out isn't actually something I thought I would before I'm in University but my family moved far away from the school I'm currently attending and they support me.

It's Sunday and I don't really have much to do than lay in bed and watch Netflix. As I stare at the cealing, it makes me think of someone I haven't talked to for months. Its not like I mean something for him but I just really miss him. And moving out was something I'd talk a lot with him. Without noticing it tears rolls down my cheeks and it's hard to stop. One of the thing I hate with myself.

Since I was little I would cry for absolutely the smallest thing on earth. One time I saw a bird on the street dead and I wanted to take it to the vet. And you know sometimes you have those times where you're sad and you just want to cry. But sometimes there are times where I just cry without reason. Yes think of me as crazy but no joke, I am like that.

Back to the boy I was talking about. Yes he was my best friend, at least for me. And yes I did have feelings for him. But everything was so difficult, him living 8000 miles away made it hella difficult also. So the story behind was, I met him back in my hometown and it was in a concert. We met just once cause he was in a vacation and after that we talked online. Everyday, when I say everyday I literally mean everyday 24/7.

*flashbacks to the meeting*
Me and my bff heniken has been waiting so long for this concert and we promised each other to go there together since we were those small babies being fan for the biggest guy group. We fall in love with them even though inside we knew we don't have a slightest chance. Maybe because they didn't even know we existed.
I was standing a bit far the stage, the concert haven't started yet and I've drink almost half of my soda. I really need to pee, not gonna lie it took me 10 min to find the freakin' bathroom, now going back I saw this hella tall dude. He was hella hot and very manly looking, nice ass too. Fuck! He saw me, I turned around literally cherry red. I feel a tap on my shoulder.

"Are you checking on me" he said with a smirk on his face lowkey confused. " yh ur not that hot and perfect you think you are" I said denying the fact that he is a whole damn meal. "Hmmm just a question, can I have ur number" he said taking his phone from his back pocket and handing it to me. "Uhm, I'm just gonna say this but I'm not rlly allowed to but you're cute so ok". I say smiling to him and I can see him lowkey blushing from it.

Even tho I might look shy and all that. I'm not really that type of person to be looking at the ground while talking to a boy. And I'm not a boy freak either, I'm just naturally confidence without getting too much.

We said our goodbye and I went back to my bff. She's been calling me and my phone was on silent. Bro not my fault we are in a concert I ain't Finna get distracted. Just kidding, I saw her calling while I was talking with the hottie. "Didn't wanna get distracted my ass" she says totally not believing my excuse.

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FU***kkk hey guys!!. So how yall been. I'm back with writing. And got a bit motivation and some ideas. I hope yall like this book and can't wait.

A bit short but I'll write longer next time :)