~Insomnia~

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~Insomnia~
Angst & Fluff

POV~ Chan

I had insomnia but I naver told anyone. Why you may ask. I'm also self concious and I think if I tell someone they will tell others than you know what will happen next.

I woke up for school and got ready for the awful day. I didn't sleep at all. Well i never do. It's not my fault. It's just hard to.

I met my cousin in the hallway of the school. His name is Felix. He and my mom are the only people who know about my insomnia.

"Hey Chris!" Felix said to me as soon as I walked up to him. He was a very cheerful person. The total opposite of me.

"Hi" is all I said. Im the third wheel again. He is in a relationship with Changbin. I stick around because I have no other friends. When Felix leaves it's just me and Changbin. We arn't close or anytging but we do talk. Just not alot.

"So, do you like anyone?" He asked all of the sudden.

"Why?" I asked him.

"Cuz one of friends like really likes you." He announced. I just put my head down and smiled. I wondered who it was. I liked one of his friends and I wondered if it was the same person. Then he said it.

"His name is Seungmin." He said. I got all happy inside because I liked him too. I just don't show it.

It was around lunch time I sat with Felix, Changbin, and their other friends. Seungmin being one of them. We sat next to eachother. You could tell it was awkward but felt nice to sit by him.

"Chris Hyung." Seungmin said and I looked at him and almost simled because that was so cute!

"Yeah?"

"Do you want to come over to my house?" He asked. I was about to scream yes but i just lightly smiled and nodded. He put the biggest smile on his face and it made me smile more too.

The end of school came and I walked with Seungmin to his house. It was little chatting and stuff like that. When we reached his home we entered and his mom came and gave him a really big hug. We went to his room. While we were there we talked about school and all that.

When it was time for bed he said I could get the top bunk because his brother was in collage so it was empty. When we were about to go to sleep I remebered that how was I supposed to sleep. I got onto the top bunk and we said our good nights to eachother. I didn't sleep. I tried so many times but it didn't work.

I was twisting and turning until Seungmin came up there with me and cuddled me. He also kissed the back of my head.

"Chris" He said in a serious tone. I could tell because he didn't say hyung.

I nodded not able to say anything because I new I would stutter.

"I like you" He said and turned me to face him.

"I-I like y-you too." I stuttered.

He pulled me closer till we were only a few centimeters apart. Then he kissed me. We more like made out. It was like the best felling ever. Of course it had to end though. Only for it to happen more.

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Thank you so much for reading.

I liked this one. It went more into detail.

I hope you enjoyed.

Also while I started to make this the song Insomnia started playing. lol

EDIT- sometimes I feel like I have Insomnia because it's hard to sleep.

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