Crush on my best friend

Introduction

The names' Jaren Smith, I'm a youtuber with many fans and friends, my best friend is a guy named John also known as Kryoz he's a youtuber too we do lots of collabs together especially in these last few months, most of our videos recently now are collabs, we enjoy doing them especially me but lately my videos that aren't collabs with him are sloppy,boring and sometimes it takes days to just edit them, the problem is... I have a crush on him