37 | i'm going to miss you

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37 | i'm going to miss you

It's been one month since Ryder said that he didn't love me and broke my heart.

I can't believe he lied all that time. It's been really hard for me and I've been in my room crying a lot.

School just finished and I decided that I'm going to leave. So much has happened here that I want to forget. There's just too many bad memories.

I bought a plane ticket to New York last night and I'm probably going to have to find a hotel to stay at when I get there.

Right now, I just woke up and I was feeling slightly sick. But I didn't think much of it as I got up and started getting ready for the day when all of the sudden I felt like I had to throw up.

I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. I'm not used to being sick since it doesn't happen to me often, but it's been happening pretty often lately.

I was about to clean myself up when I had to throw up again. Guess I'm not going anywhere today.

So, I grabbed a trash can and put it next to my bed as I laid down, getting into the blankets when I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in." I said and Kai walked in.

"Are you okay Ana?" He asked, looking worried for me.

"Yea bud, I'm just feeling a little sick." I said and my mom came in.

"Have you been throwing up?" She asked and walked up to me.

"Yea..." I said, throwing a side glance at Kai while my mom saw and nodded.

"Well you do feel a little warm." She said while she began feeling my head.

"I'm going to get you some water and a wet towel for your head." She said and left as I nodded.

"Are you really going to leave me?" Kai asked with his shoulders hunched over, pouting and it broke my heart to see him like that.

"Yea bud, but you can call me whenever you want and mom can take you to come visit me all of the time if you want." I said sitting up as my nausea started to fade.

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