Today I guess you could say that I am feeling extremely sad. Bad memories came up, as per usual, and I guess they take their toll on me. People I know are not very accepting of my sexuality and gender identity, and it really hurts, but I guess there is nothing that I myself can do about it.
Sometimes, to get away from all the pain and suffering in the world, I imagine a world where all my OC's coexist together, and live out their lives as one. Seeing all those personalities side by side, laughing, crying, and arguing with one another, almost makes it seem real, as if they were actually alive, as if I could reach out and feel their presence. In it's own way, it's comforting to me, and maybe that is why I enjoy doing it so much. I hope to introduce those personalities to the online community if they get spotted one day.
I made this to try and relieve the stress.
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It's not the best I have made, but I guess it helps.
I've found that sometimes, when I feel sad, just being alone and listening to calming music really helps. I enjoy snuggling up with my stuffed animals, and falling asleep under a heated blanked. It truly is soothing. I hope that others can find healthy coping mechanisms as well.
Update: I lost a friend that I considered close. I feel sorry for being pushy, and understand the decisions that were made were for the best. If they ever were to see this, I hope the best for you, and that you live a long happy life. I'm sorry if I ever caused trouble, and one day, hope we meet in heaven!
