Back to hell (Gavin's p.o.v.)

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Trigger warming:Self harm

"Who the hell does that fucking piece of plastic  think he is?!" He asked himself as he punched a punching bag. He hated androids, every last one but that wasn't always the case...he used to have feelings for an android. His old partner, before the android got shut down and destroyed. Gavin still blames himself for what happened to the RK100.
He calmed down a little and went into his room, his stomach growled but he ignored it. He looked at his arms and sighed "Why am I such a mess... Would anyone even miss me if I'm gone?..." 'You're worthless' 'Ugly' 'Go die' 'No one will miss you!' Was all Gavin heard, his eyes swelled up with tears as he mumbled "shut up...SHUT UP!" he cried, hoping maybe the voices would go away but they didn't....they never did. He sighed and shut them up the only way he knew how. By cutting himself again, this time on his thigh. He sighed as tears rolled down, he liked the feeling of the pain and it made the voices go away for a while. He bandaged his thigh then slowly fell asleep

(Hey. Didn't mean for this one to be so serious so I'm sorry and also PLEASE DO NOT CUT. I've lost many people to that and no one should have to go through that)
-Cole

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