Chorus:
I hate to admit, that I don't need you
I hate to admit, that I don't care for you
But the moments like this bring me down
The time we got
The reason i scream.
I'm scared I'll loose everyone
But i care that I'm still raising, I'm still raisingVerse 1:
God knows I forgive them
But what if I don't
What if I want revenge
And I know that's a sin
But lord say me I bleeding in envy,
And I'm terrified I'm fucking terrifiedrepeat chorus----
Verse 2:
Hating you, for the first time
They said i lied.
About how much of a danger you are
And if I come around
I'm not going to call your name out loud
Because it's strange that I can't come aroundRepeat chorus----
Bridge:
It's getting real
We're fighting now
I call your name and you just leave me around
How come I don't remember
These memories
Accidents
All of it
Why can't I remember it? (remember it)
And sometimes you come with a weapon
The archer
Only December
That's what I remember
An arrow hits me while I'm bleeding
Can't heal those wounds
You can't fix it now (now)
But I keep raising, raisingRepeat chorus----