Bils boo

Stop it

Billies POV
as I shut the door behind me I followed Tayla onto the bed. She laid in the corner and I laidon the outside of her so she felt safe and I began holding her running my fingers through her hair whispering "I missed you so much babygirl" at her as I continued to cuddle her.
As I wrapped my arms around her I could feel how skinny she had become
"Babygirl, when's the last time you ate something?" I questioned concerned.
Tayla responded with, "don't worry babe I'm fine." As she cuddled deeper into me trying to hide her face in my chest.
"Tayla I can feel how skinny you are please tell me when the last time you ate something was!" I said unprepared for the answer hoping it wasn't what I was thinking.
"The last time I ate was Monday" I heard her say almost ashamed of herself.
I looked down into her eyes and brushed her long blonde hair out of her face so she was looking directly at me. My eyes started tearing up as I said, "baby that was 4 days ago!".
A tear streamed down my cheek as I heard Tayla begin to break down into my chest.
"Billie I'm so sorry, it's just, I-I don't f-feel like myself when I'm not with you a-and I just w-wanted to be happy" she told me as she sobbed tears rubbing down her face. I wrapped my arms around her small body "shhhhhhhh it's gonna be ok baby I promise" I whispered trying to calm her down.
"Babygirl listen to me, I'm not leaving you ever again ok, I'm not letting this happen ever again, and I promise you that things are going to get better ok, I know it's hard but you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and I don't know what I would do if something happened to my baby, I don't know how I would ever be ok without you, so I need you to be ok!" I said calmly to Tayla as a few tears slipped out and Tayla looked me in the eyes. She wrapped around me as I played with her hair until she fell asleep with her head buried into me.
After about an hour had gone by of her sleeping I got up and decided to make her some soup to eat, I figured that could be a good starting point for her stomach. I brought it down to my bedroom and placed it on the nightstand beside my bed as I gently woke Tayla up giving her a light kiss on the forehead.
"I made you some soup Babygirl you need to eat something" I told her with the hopes she would atleast take a few bites of the soup. I watched as she curled back into a ball shaking her head no.
"Tayla baby you need to eat" I told her again this time rubbing my hand up and down her back scratching it a little bit which I knew was something she loved.
"Billie I'm not hungry" she responded. I started to get really concerned. She looked so weak and helpless I needed her to be ok.
I got onto the bed with her and slowly lifted her up. She tried to fight back but she's far to weak after not eating for this long.
"Billie stop it I said I wasn't hungry" Tayla said to me as I lifted her so she was sitting in between my legs her back resting against my stomach as I grabbed the bowl of soup from the bedside table and put it in front of her. "Tayla way I promise it will make you feel better!" I said to her with the hopes she would atleast try for me.
Tayla's POV
Billie was really trying to make me eat the soup she had brought me but I just could think about digesting food right now. I felt gross and fat and like she deserved so much better then me. I looked at the soup as I heard the whimpers in her voice of her pleading. I sighed and took a bite of soup and I could see her face light up as I took a bite of the soup. I put the spoon back into the bowl as I said, "there Billie are you happy now I ate some" I really didn't want to keep going I just wanted to go back to bed.
"No Tayla take a few more bites" I heard Billie say to me. Her voice was so calming when I listened to her speak. I swallowed another bite and soon after that another. I decided to quit after I had eaten about half the bowl. I put the bowl back on the nightstand as I curled up into a ball my back turned away from Billie. All of a sudden I just began crying.
"Baby what's wrong your shaking" I heard Billie say to me concerned as I layer there in my own tears."
I managed to whimper out the words, " nothing I just feel like you deserve someone so much better then me. Why would you want me I'm broken I can't even finish a fucking bowl of soup" I cried to her as she spun me around so I was looking at her.