The night that brought us together (bxb)

The sudden attack

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If there was one word to describe what I was feeling it was fear. Never have I imagined having to go back the last 19 hours were a blessing, an escape from the hell which I had once called "home" for a long time.

We were on the metro when I felt my heart clench in my chest, I had cold unwelcome sweat tickling down the side of my head, and the only thing that came to mind was that I was going to have a panic attack.

Kyle looked at me, worry filled his beautiful yet intimidating eyes. I felt bad, my hurt and disorders had nothing to do with him yet he was just dragged into my life, I smiled to let him know I was fine, he gave me a stern look in return because he knew I wasn't, I then thought he'd ask me what was wrong yet instead he gave me a one arm hug to steady and comfort me, it like he knew what I was thinking. What a mystery he is....

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We were on the doorstep of my so called Home and I was freaking out.
"What are they gonna do to me?"
"What is they try to kill me?"
"What if they try to hurt you?!"

Were all questions I asked Kyle more then once I could see he was trying to calm me down and I tried to cooperate well at least my body did just not my mouth and thoughts they were so depressing, fun fact: people in my high school think Im depressed yet I just have Anxiety and an eating disorder, Anorexia yet Ive always been one of the happiest people I know!

Back on topic Kyle then rung the doorbell, my older sister; Alexa who is probably the only good person in my house answered she hugged me tighter then ever, and she ushered me inside since she was home alone, I introduced her to Kyle and we told her our plan she agreed and we started packing when we were done we got everything and put it in my small car, Alexa was now changed so she wouldn't have to take the blame of helping me, she invited us to hangout with her yet we have things to do, we decided to do that.

I was joyful on the ride back since I haven't encountered my parents never have I been so happy to not see the two people who gave me a life.

When we were in Kyle 's cabin he helped me settle in and we decided we'd sleep together, and this only happened because I haven't told him I'm gay, yet Im sure he'll never notice.

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At night

We were both on the bed so close I could feel him breathing, it made me feel so awkward especially since I knew he was sleeping.

I was confused, he doesn't even know me why would he let me stay with him gosh such kind souls we have here on Earth, I was thankful for it.

Without warning Kyle wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close my face just inches from his, I stare at his perfect face wanting to get even closer to just have a taste of his lips that was until he opened his eyes and before I knew it my wish had come true.

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