Faded ||c.h||

Chapter 1

A/N Hey guys I'm back I got this idea of a story from my friend @ShelbyClifford you should check her out. I don't know what to do with my other story Our Fucked Up Lives With One Direction but anyways I'm going to use my name because it get me emotionally attached and can helped me write this book better so I hope you like this I might also start doing a Luke fanfic too soon Yea anyways enjoy
~Krystal~

Kym's Pov

Its been a year since my boyfriend Calum died. Nothing has been the same I been grieving I can't move on. Me Luke Ashton and Michael are at his grave. "You know Kym he never shut up about you" Ashton said as we sat. "Thanks ash" I said smiling "he love you guys so much and the band" I said in a low voice tears started streaming down my face. Its been one year since Calum died in a car crash.

*flashback*

"You ready to go home babe" my boyfriend  slurred. "Yea let's leave this party I'm tired" I slurred back. We stumbled out to the car. I went to get in the drivers side but Calum said he wanted to drive I went to refused but he gave me his puppy dog face and even in my drunken state I couldn't resist. We got in the car and drove off everything was fine. We were turning the corner when we got slammed by a semi truck. I woke up in the hospital seeing Luke, Ashton, and Michael. "Where's Calum" I asked in a weak voice. Luke went to get a doctor "Umm Kym Calum didn't make it"Ashton said touching my shoulder softly. "No ash really where is Calum" I said not believing him. "He's telling the truth" Luke said as him and the doctor walked in. I began to sob and tried getting out of the bed but Ashton maked me lay back down. I just realized how I just lost my world the doctor said he died at the scence and i was unconscious when they arrived and I was very lucky to live and I just had a broken arm and leg.

*end of flashback*
I still have the cast on my arm for six more month its just a reminder that I lost calum because I let him drive "its all my fucking fault guys if I was driving I would be dead not him" I said quietly Luke placed his hand on my shoulder "Kym you know he would be acting the same way you are if it was opposite." I nodded and watched the boys get up and Ashton held out his hand for me and I took it standing up and kissed calums tombstone "bye calum see you tomorrow love you babe forever and always."